Somehow i felt blogging can help to trace back the person life right now whether in good or bad situation and came across a blog from an unknown lady whom is from my school cut herself because she comment “Life suck and everyday is pressure” and another one is “The course is damn sian” and many more….
How about myself? Walk into the course that I hate to do it again and “duan” through my years for that damn paper just to earn a living in the future. I’m pretty sick and tired whenever I see those damn lousy results that i achieve and am very pressure because you don’t want to repeat and neither has you wanted to walk out with that kind of grading. I’m thanks to the people whom encourage me to endure to the end but how long? My best A's are all gone forever .....
I’m did my best, do my homework, trying to understand all the damn sucking formula and theory part and in the end of those bloody hell time, I still fail my paper. What’s going on? Is it so hard to understand in my course? Is it my age is reaching? The kind of teaching method? *Piss off* It’s time to let it go and commit to his hand. A sentence that I keep reminding myself but there always limits you see and how long to go? *Tired*
Simply a berserk post i don't ever want to post again.....
Thursday, 31 July 2008
Wednesday, 30 July 2008
Finish watching this show call CelebriTEA Break from channel U and today start is huang wen yong. I'm learn a lot from him as a father of two, his career and some real life situation which help me to reflect about my life right now ... is real ..
Read some blog entries and knowing 1 of my bro (secret) was sad when he found out the sis is attach few week ago and i not sure how he feel right now but i guess he is trying to overcome it slowly by submitting to God. I can understand that kind of bad feeling because is a kind of torture if he/she didn't handle well so let God do the rest, brother.You always got our support and praying for you.
Looking back that day, i already knew she going to reject me 100% for sure but why i still want to ask her? Is it because i believe there is a little hope? or perhaps papa want me to close it by myself and return the "key" to him? *Wonders again*. End of the day, i just want to thank God because he protect our hearts. She did the right decision to reject me. There is a reason why but i guess, i will tell her personally if she want to know.
Love this logo when the first time i saw Saving Private Ryan movie in 2000. Singapore cannot get this logo. I'm want to sew all the countries i went before @ my backpack
Read some blog entries and knowing 1 of my bro (secret) was sad when he found out the sis is attach few week ago and i not sure how he feel right now but i guess he is trying to overcome it slowly by submitting to God. I can understand that kind of bad feeling because is a kind of torture if he/she didn't handle well so let God do the rest, brother.You always got our support and praying for you.
Looking back that day, i already knew she going to reject me 100% for sure but why i still want to ask her? Is it because i believe there is a little hope? or perhaps papa want me to close it by myself and return the "key" to him? *Wonders again*. End of the day, i just want to thank God because he protect our hearts. She did the right decision to reject me. There is a reason why but i guess, i will tell her personally if she want to know.
Love this logo when the first time i saw Saving Private Ryan movie in 2000. Singapore cannot get this logo. I'm want to sew all the countries i went before @ my backpack
2 more days to 1/8/08 which meaning DJ mag voting day for Top 100 DJ around the world. My school friends was kina shock when i response to their topics like gundam and dance music because i seldom talk about it so they think i just like camera , soccer and running which is not true at all ... U all don't know me well //haha.
Personally i very "into" to electronic or trance music as that kind of "3D" sounds plug0into my daddy mini bose hi-fi system given me awesome sound surrounding just like watching a war show.
Yesterday a bit "bo liao" so my whole class go to e-learning lab serve net before the next lesson start and i myself browsing through Sony, Audio Technica and Sennheiser website to compare theirs DJ headphone and i decided to choose this (MDR-V700DJ) from sony which is not bad but i don't like the wire (is cord type ) ...
Tuesday, 29 July 2008
Fraz chio me to go for rock climbing but i give up due to some personal reasons.
Last update for my photo book before waiting for 3 months later to see the result.
I'm have just uploaded some of the selected photos and also manage to find a couple for my photo taking but still under pending and wish they are ok with it.
Monday, 28 July 2008
Photograph copyright by Jonathan Ho (Famous Wedding Photographer in Singapore)
It's damn nice and i pay my respect to this couple who are so "gung-ho" for going to little india just to take pre-wedding photograph and result is pretty nice with the wide lens. I told fraz that it is time to find a "gung-ho" couple to do some indian dancing + wedding photography at little india but who dare?
In my mind, only 3 couple in my list but will they?
S&J,W&T and E&V since i know them quite well *hurhur*.
Today, i going to submit my application for Hong Kong trip for student exchange even thought my school result doesn't beat others but just try. Everything seen to be so near right now .. gota write down my schedule now.
July
Desiree+ Friends grad photo
Preparation for test and exam
August
Common Test
Mommy come back
Exam
Photography trip @ West area
Myanmar trip
September
Teacher's Day celebration
Children Ministry
Select/Edit for 同行 photo book
Overnight Photography (Not Confirm)
Hong Kong (Not confirm)
Rent 5D camera for E and V wedding
October
Children's Day celebration
Elene & Victor Wedding
School Re-open
National Service standby
Children Ministry
It's damn nice and i pay my respect to this couple who are so "gung-ho" for going to little india just to take pre-wedding photograph and result is pretty nice with the wide lens. I told fraz that it is time to find a "gung-ho" couple to do some indian dancing + wedding photography at little india but who dare?
In my mind, only 3 couple in my list but will they?
S&J,W&T and E&V since i know them quite well *hurhur*.
Today, i going to submit my application for Hong Kong trip for student exchange even thought my school result doesn't beat others but just try. Everything seen to be so near right now .. gota write down my schedule now.
July
Desiree+ Friends grad photo
Preparation for test and exam
August
Common Test
Mommy come back
Exam
Photography trip @ West area
Myanmar trip
September
Teacher's Day celebration
Children Ministry
Select/Edit for 同行
Overnight Photography (Not Confirm)
Hong Kong (Not confirm)
Rent 5D camera for E and V wedding
October
Children's Day celebration
Elene & Victor Wedding
School Re-open
National Service standby
Children Ministry
Sunday, 27 July 2008
Botak comment is all i heard when i reach church and everyone ask me "Why u cut botak hairstyle?" and even my nephew's also ask me that question and i just smile because my hair is dry and time to let the new roots to grow. I'm love it ^^ beside that also stress so cut my hair make me more alert when come to study right now.
Catch up with lo ge and told me about my upcoming trip and how God make me reflect the day i going for this interview which is really 0% possible to be selected but yet he just want me to go for his mission. I'm told him how God first want me to serve in children ministry for 2 years before open door to go Thailand when i desire to do even more for him and now Myanmar is my next mission. I'm want to grow up more for the next 5 years in his words and the work for him.
This is the sample page cover.Picture will change .. haha
Saturday, 26 July 2008
Taken during ITE ministry 2007 retreat
Yesterday school end @ 5.45pm and is very late already. Went to train station with hoi wai with our strength to beat the rush hour period because a lot of people board the train down from jurong east and we are going woodland station. When we reach, he went to board his bus while i waiting for ah.b.girl because is her birthday so gota treat her and do some catch up since i left 4 month ministry ago.
We eat the Carbonara spaghetti and happy birthday to her as she have "upgrade" to 19th.
I'm thank God that she ask me some serious question like "What is next after poly?" and i told her i won't be continue study because of my age and experience is very important for working life right now but if God open the door for me to go Visual Communication, i will just go without holding my decision provided i can manage to get a sponsorship which is my day dreaming right now. Anyway, is my dream to study media ^^.
For sure, the next 5 years i will be walking alone with "nana" around the world for photography and like ah.b.girl said " We all have a biggest calling" so just happy
serve him than thinking of worldly demand and i love this quote
"I am single but not available"
Yesterday school end @ 5.45pm and is very late already. Went to train station with hoi wai with our strength to beat the rush hour period because a lot of people board the train down from jurong east and we are going woodland station. When we reach, he went to board his bus while i waiting for ah.b.girl because is her birthday so gota treat her and do some catch up since i left 4 month ministry ago.
We eat the Carbonara spaghetti and happy birthday to her as she have "upgrade" to 19th.
I'm thank God that she ask me some serious question like "What is next after poly?" and i told her i won't be continue study because of my age and experience is very important for working life right now but if God open the door for me to go Visual Communication, i will just go without holding my decision provided i can manage to get a sponsorship which is my day dreaming right now. Anyway, is my dream to study media ^^.
For sure, the next 5 years i will be walking alone with "nana" around the world for photography and like ah.b.girl said " We all have a biggest calling" so just happy
serve him than thinking of worldly demand and i love this quote
"I am single but not available"
Wednesday, 23 July 2008
Playing with face book. I'm quite lost but is fun ..
Anyway, i found this photo from T account where we visit OCH 2 weeks ago. Yup, that is my camera called "Nana" with the lens call " Zoomi" and sad to say that the camera is getting old ( 3year and will commit "suicide" anytime from now) but just pray it will last until next summer before i can change to Full Frame.
We went to changi boardwalk and first time go there already fall in love with it. Taking morning glory and evening is a challenge to me.
Behind me is J from our church too.
Anyway, i found this photo from T account where we visit OCH 2 weeks ago. Yup, that is my camera called "Nana" with the lens call " Zoomi" and sad to say that the camera is getting old ( 3year and will commit "suicide" anytime from now) but just pray it will last until next summer before i can change to Full Frame.
We went to changi boardwalk and first time go there already fall in love with it. Taking morning glory and evening is a challenge to me.
Behind me is J from our church too.
Monday, 21 July 2008
Today super slack. I'm have finish my projects and left presentation to do which is next week plus all my friends want to touch my "botak" head for the sick of "hao mou".
Most of my classmate asking me "Can i follow u to Myanmar to do volunteer work?". *lol*
I'm don't take their comment very seriously but hopefully they got the chance to taste
it as i can tell you not many people have the chance to do such work.
A helping hand can make a difference for this small little ones because they either lost/born without their parent loves. More update coming soon abt my trip.
Go for night cycling now ... Downloading the song "WHERE THE HELL IS MATT" theme.
Most of my classmate asking me "Can i follow u to Myanmar to do volunteer work?". *lol*
I'm don't take their comment very seriously but hopefully they got the chance to taste
it as i can tell you not many people have the chance to do such work.
A helping hand can make a difference for this small little ones because they either lost/born without their parent loves. More update coming soon abt my trip.
Go for night cycling now ... Downloading the song "WHERE THE HELL IS MATT" theme.
I'm agree with what pastor Joshua Harris comment in his blog
"I posted this on the Nanoblog, but I just had to do a full post on this video. I love this. Makes me think about heaven and every nation and tribe dancing before King Jesus. So have you been to any of the places Matt danced?"
Where the Hell is Matt? (2008) from Matthew Harding on Vimeo.
"I posted this on the Nanoblog, but I just had to do a full post on this video. I love this. Makes me think about heaven and every nation and tribe dancing before King Jesus. So have you been to any of the places Matt danced?"
Where the Hell is Matt? (2008) from Matthew Harding on Vimeo.
Sunday, 20 July 2008
3 months already since the day you left us.
The brothers still miss your crazy joke and laugher
Whenever I think about you, i think i not fit
to be the brothers’ 老二 among the brotherhood
When 老三 told me the reason why you suddenly fall away
Why didn't you tell us that you are suffering?
Why?
If i know, i will stop you for doing that kind of “suicide”
Now, everything is too late and I cannot do anything
Lord Jesus, I’m deeply regretted in my life. I’m sorry.
Written by: Towards Life
Today went to church with Desiree and have our discussion during the trip. God will answer your prayer. Remember this verse * Phil 4:6*
After today service, I went to meet up with zhiwen to pay a respect of our close friend.I’m keep reminds myself not to let emotion overcome my soul and partly the ashes is kept in “guan ming shan” temple so I not very comfortable too but thank God as he keep me save until the end.
I'm told God that i lost this soul for Jesus … now I cannot lose the other 2 for him and pray God will open zhiwen heart as he is seeking right now … * Thank God*. Pass him Josh Mcdowell 2 books call “Reason and Answer” for non-believer whom is seeking the truth and pray God will open this door beside the seed is already plant into his heart.
Went to amk sport link with fraz and bought myself a Liverpool cap. Now still great Singapore sales? Sorry, I don’t know but the price is so much cheaper than the adidias shop itself.. It just 22 bucks compare to 28 bucks. O man... This is cheap.
Just cut my hair and is v.short again .. o man .. haha ..
Most of the people like the puppy photo. Thank for the comment. Ruthie and Geraldine
The brothers still miss your crazy joke and laugher
Whenever I think about you, i think i not fit
to be the brothers’ 老二 among the brotherhood
When 老三 told me the reason why you suddenly fall away
Why didn't you tell us that you are suffering?
Why?
If i know, i will stop you for doing that kind of “suicide”
Now, everything is too late and I cannot do anything
Lord Jesus, I’m deeply regretted in my life. I’m sorry.
Written by: Towards Life
Today went to church with Desiree and have our discussion during the trip. God will answer your prayer. Remember this verse * Phil 4:6*
After today service, I went to meet up with zhiwen to pay a respect of our close friend.I’m keep reminds myself not to let emotion overcome my soul and partly the ashes is kept in “guan ming shan” temple so I not very comfortable too but thank God as he keep me save until the end.
I'm told God that i lost this soul for Jesus … now I cannot lose the other 2 for him and pray God will open zhiwen heart as he is seeking right now … * Thank God*. Pass him Josh Mcdowell 2 books call “Reason and Answer” for non-believer whom is seeking the truth and pray God will open this door beside the seed is already plant into his heart.
Went to amk sport link with fraz and bought myself a Liverpool cap. Now still great Singapore sales? Sorry, I don’t know but the price is so much cheaper than the adidias shop itself.. It just 22 bucks compare to 28 bucks. O man... This is cheap.
Just cut my hair and is v.short again .. o man .. haha ..
Most of the people like the puppy photo. Thank for the comment. Ruthie and Geraldine
Saturday, 19 July 2008
Daddy love to walk into sister room to see the desktop wallpaper because he know i will keep changing for my latest masterpiece. The moment he saw this, he comment " Ah, this one is very nice because she is telling you her story". This photo will be included for the upcoming photo book and how many photos i have review already?
Finally, I'm just want to do some update because there are good and bad news to share so which one should i type out or don't share any of them. Well... Just make it short
Good News
I'm going to Myanmar for volunteer work. Actually i don't really pray very hard but God reminds me this sentence "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.". Matt 6:33. The interview is very smooth but my heart was quite nervous because what if i tell the wrong words or what but the spirit just keep my heart calm until the last part when they say to each other “You ok? I'm ok!! So we both ok". It kinda of puzzle me a while until they told me “O, you are selected”. *Omg*
To Geraldine, this is going to be mission possible again. Capture photos for my book.
To Frazer, thank for the sms and u are the 1st person to ask me “how is it”.
Standard Chart just send me the card and i going for 42km again so please don’t say I a crazy guy because this is some kind of achievement and what should I write for this year “Motivation” words behind me? Last year, I wrote “Jesus is my strength, I want to finish just for him because he love me” so this year I going to write something with “muttley” photo in it because this is my favorite dog for Warner brothers cartoon.
Bad News
Piss off. I’m very angry when I drop my friend camera WHERE it is not my fault at all. He attaches the strips with clippers that not belong to the camera and already one side a bit spoil which I don’t know at all. Just when I want to view some photos and that bloody shit camera dis-attach it from the clippers and drop on the floor *Nightmare*.
I’m needed to pay 240 bucks for nothing and he should know where got people put camera with such clip one right and look like “sao bo touch” to anyone !! Damn it.
Good News
I'm going to Myanmar for volunteer work. Actually i don't really pray very hard but God reminds me this sentence "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.". Matt 6:33. The interview is very smooth but my heart was quite nervous because what if i tell the wrong words or what but the spirit just keep my heart calm until the last part when they say to each other “You ok? I'm ok!! So we both ok". It kinda of puzzle me a while until they told me “O, you are selected”. *Omg*
To Geraldine, this is going to be mission possible again. Capture photos for my book.
To Frazer, thank for the sms and u are the 1st person to ask me “how is it”.
Standard Chart just send me the card and i going for 42km again so please don’t say I a crazy guy because this is some kind of achievement and what should I write for this year “Motivation” words behind me? Last year, I wrote “Jesus is my strength, I want to finish just for him because he love me” so this year I going to write something with “muttley” photo in it because this is my favorite dog for Warner brothers cartoon.
Bad News
Piss off. I’m very angry when I drop my friend camera WHERE it is not my fault at all. He attaches the strips with clippers that not belong to the camera and already one side a bit spoil which I don’t know at all. Just when I want to view some photos and that bloody shit camera dis-attach it from the clippers and drop on the floor *Nightmare*.
I’m needed to pay 240 bucks for nothing and he should know where got people put camera with such clip one right and look like “sao bo touch” to anyone !! Damn it.
Sunday, 13 July 2008
Have been uploading Black and white photos for the past few entries and very soon will switch back to color after my exam plus spend a bit of time to complete the photography book that set to finish up by December. Just now ask daddy one stupid question " Is my photo not to a standard?", he just laugh and say "Now is more to yr gear than your photo".
Maybe ..... Thinking of my holiday ....
I'm want to spend with some purposes and possible buying a guitar and call "T" to teach me every week since he don't mind and i got a keyboard at home so which one to learn? Guitar or Keyboard ? *Seeking for God calling* plus praying that whether God will open the door for me to go for mission field on aug ... praying right now.
Saturday, 12 July 2008
Reopen my little "boxie" that contains all my personal stuff like gifts, bible study material and some little surprise from people around me esp the "My childhood days" given my lo ge. I just know he bought it @ orchard but don't know the price nor do the location but it pretty nice art work and personally I like arts.
Yesterday, Qin Xia comment that i really have the skill of photography after sawing some shot that i took in school compound and amaze by my talent with the angle i shoot but why that time i didn’t make the choice to go somewhere else to further up my skills?.
My army buddy told me his friend who is in year 3 fail all his common test which make me shock ....
What is next, God?
Recently my friends have offense me by the words they say.I'm just keep quiet and ignore them because they are not in my shoes so they don’t understand what i going through right now ...
Yesterday, Qin Xia comment that i really have the skill of photography after sawing some shot that i took in school compound and amaze by my talent with the angle i shoot but why that time i didn’t make the choice to go somewhere else to further up my skills?.
My army buddy told me his friend who is in year 3 fail all his common test which make me shock ....
What is next, God?
Recently my friends have offense me by the words they say.I'm just keep quiet and ignore them because they are not in my shoes so they don’t understand what i going through right now ...
Thursday, 10 July 2008
Think for a while. I'm give up my chance to take part for the "rice project" that 6 winners will stand a chance to go to Sri Lanka with Alex Soh and Triston Yeo to learn finer tips of photojournalism, travel and scenics photography plus distributing rice at the Eastern coast such as Batticaloa and Trincomalee.
Just now chat with mai about my study. Thank for the encouragment words but i really don't want to disappointed my parent because they paid the school fees and everything so i don't want to waste it. I'm share with her about my past which i felt she is a bit surprise because in people eyes, i look like those "good" student but actually i dare to say i almost went to boy's home when i was 11yrs old. It's my darkside when i was primary sch - sec boy ....
Send u a word --> *Anh nho em,Mai*
Recently re-visit the place with T and J.Here is one of the snap that i quite like it
Just now chat with mai about my study. Thank for the encouragment words but i really don't want to disappointed my parent because they paid the school fees and everything so i don't want to waste it. I'm share with her about my past which i felt she is a bit surprise because in people eyes, i look like those "good" student but actually i dare to say i almost went to boy's home when i was 11yrs old. It's my darkside when i was primary sch - sec boy ....
Send u a word --> *Anh nho em,Mai*
Recently re-visit the place with T and J.Here is one of the snap that i quite like it
Wednesday, 9 July 2008
Sunday, 6 July 2008
2 concerts i wish to go one day. Long time never step into the hall for such event.
Just wish that it will come again one day
Corrinne May last mini concert is @ NUS Centennial 2007. I'm hoping year 2009 there will be another one so i won't miss the chance to listen to the beautiful piano sounds and vocal voice ... oo .. amazing ... Some of my friends don't like her songs and wondering how come?
Ah seng told me about passion conference coming to Malaysia ONLY and i was like "WHAT?" The date set to be August 3rd 2008 and Chris Tomlin is among the team ... Well .. too bad .. gota wait for next time ... don't know when ..
Just wish that it will come again one day
Corrinne May last mini concert is @ NUS Centennial 2007. I'm hoping year 2009 there will be another one so i won't miss the chance to listen to the beautiful piano sounds and vocal voice ... oo .. amazing ... Some of my friends don't like her songs and wondering how come?
Ah seng told me about passion conference coming to Malaysia ONLY and i was like "WHAT?" The date set to be August 3rd 2008 and Chris Tomlin is among the team ... Well .. too bad .. gota wait for next time ... don't know when ..
Yesterday send the team who going to china for mission trip. Thank you wei xiang and tian min for making a big round just to fetch me from my house to airport but i woke up around 4.45am and previous nite sleep @ 1.00am because my old work place friend call me as we seldom contact only through MSN.
After sending them, i went for adventure with T and J @ changi area. We went to Old Changi Hospital to explore and photography but i was like a tour guide for them since i know this place "quite" well. Anyway, we didn't went up as they not comfortable so we go and explore the changi boardwalk and is so nice because is facing the sea plus beautiful screen even though the water is v.dirty. I'm haven't go the time to do the editing so i just leave it aside first.
T was telling me that Margaret mention there only 1 guy helping out in Sunday school and wondering is it me? Yes. The only guy helping out as an assistant teacher in Sunday school but i sincerely praying for more people to join in the ministry and God is the one whom hold the answer .. i can do nothing but to pray about it.
Manage to reserve this book from the library. Of course i happy la .. is my favourite photographer "Michael Yamashita". One more chapter to finish reading the book called "Legacy of Jonathan Edwards" and really been inspire by his prophecy and understanding towards God words.. Truly ... a great man for God kingdom.
After sending them, i went for adventure with T and J @ changi area. We went to Old Changi Hospital to explore and photography but i was like a tour guide for them since i know this place "quite" well. Anyway, we didn't went up as they not comfortable so we go and explore the changi boardwalk and is so nice because is facing the sea plus beautiful screen even though the water is v.dirty. I'm haven't go the time to do the editing so i just leave it aside first.
T was telling me that Margaret mention there only 1 guy helping out in Sunday school and wondering is it me? Yes. The only guy helping out as an assistant teacher in Sunday school but i sincerely praying for more people to join in the ministry and God is the one whom hold the answer .. i can do nothing but to pray about it.
Manage to reserve this book from the library. Of course i happy la .. is my favourite photographer "Michael Yamashita". One more chapter to finish reading the book called "Legacy of Jonathan Edwards" and really been inspire by his prophecy and understanding towards God words.. Truly ... a great man for God kingdom.
Friday, 4 July 2008
Yesterday my friend send a sms to me, telling me that we got the 2nd highest mark among the class for the presentation for Mechanical Design (80 marks). I'm share with sis that i fail my eng mec again and she told me
"I'm that time also feel the same way as you " hopless","disappointed" and "lost" in aus so i can understand how you feel but ask yourself one honest question "Have you put in 100% for all your weak module?" U still have 5 weeks to go and u play a lot of those stragties games right ? What is your main objectives? It is to kill your enemies, so right now papers is your enemy so kill them now with your full force now ... just kill them.
No matter what, i don't want to repeat again. For sure, my future study won't be eng because i not interested unless is design eng ...
"I'm that time also feel the same way as you " hopless","disappointed" and "lost" in aus so i can understand how you feel but ask yourself one honest question "Have you put in 100% for all your weak module?" U still have 5 weeks to go and u play a lot of those stragties games right ? What is your main objectives? It is to kill your enemies, so right now papers is your enemy so kill them now with your full force now ... just kill them.
No matter what, i don't want to repeat again. For sure, my future study won't be eng because i not interested unless is design eng ...
Thursday, 3 July 2008
My results are sucks. I'm must be honest to myself that i did very badly in my poly days and every time u heard/saw your friends getting minimum like C+ to B-, i really feel so bad to myself because i study so hard yet turn out nothing but grade that u hate to see. Compare to ITE days, you at least will get C graded but now are always D to fail and what going on dude? I’m pretty sad because losing all my A+ and B+ to D and F.
Now I don’t even stand a chance to go to university (gone case already) and guilty too because i didn’t honor my parent with all my results and lost my words too.
Sometime I just let my tears wash my face as I study until very “pek chik” and lost my anger too but “bo bian”, u have to get the paper to survive in this society. I told sis that I very tired and the answer she gave is “Endurance” and “try harder”. I’m thanking God for friends that surrounding me whom give me encouragement and willing to offer their hands.
Yesterday counseling, it did help me a bit by looking upon the centre of his plan for me. Everything I going through may sound like disaster right now but end of the day, he is faithful, concern, mould you to Christ likeness and bring u home. If anyone wants to discuss with my study or my result, i will say “can I don’t share?” even though is not a shameful issue but it going to discourage me even more than before.
I’m not ashamed to share but not from now. Planning to go trip in September to where kids are surrounding again … Hopefully this will work out this time.
Taking part another 2 contest for this year .. deadline is coming up.
Now I don’t even stand a chance to go to university (gone case already) and guilty too because i didn’t honor my parent with all my results and lost my words too.
Sometime I just let my tears wash my face as I study until very “pek chik” and lost my anger too but “bo bian”, u have to get the paper to survive in this society. I told sis that I very tired and the answer she gave is “Endurance” and “try harder”. I’m thanking God for friends that surrounding me whom give me encouragement and willing to offer their hands.
Yesterday counseling, it did help me a bit by looking upon the centre of his plan for me. Everything I going through may sound like disaster right now but end of the day, he is faithful, concern, mould you to Christ likeness and bring u home. If anyone wants to discuss with my study or my result, i will say “can I don’t share?” even though is not a shameful issue but it going to discourage me even more than before.
I’m not ashamed to share but not from now. Planning to go trip in September to where kids are surrounding again … Hopefully this will work out this time.
Taking part another 2 contest for this year .. deadline is coming up.
The city where i stay in from the day i was born.
If i have the chance to leave this country, will i?
Of course i .........
Either you go ahead or you turn back. So long you put him in the centre of your heart, he will always guide you to the right direction .. of course this photo is an imagination of where you are right now ...
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows you've come to
Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
Waiting for you
Part of the lyrics taken from "Save me -Corrinne May".
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