If your "dream" girl is not the same religion as you and you don't mind the differences, will u still accept her?

That question will always hinder to step forward and perhaps, it is because of this last door, i give up all the possible ladies that i came across because of obedient and will there be a day i tell myself "Will i disobey God?"

I'm wish i have an answer right now. Another thing is i start to see no difference between christian lady and non christian lady. Is it because of the past hurt or the current generation that make me feel that way or others ? I don't know what to say but disappointed in a lot of things in life. Somehow, i start to look things even more further and further ....

Can i say the more i see, the more i disappointed in life ...

Magazines , Book , Self-improvement and many more ...to read and read ...

So tired and is time to go for work ...

Long time never update the blog.
A lot of things happen between then and now but this is what life is all about so let rock it.

Am i a christian ? I feel so shit to be a follower as i don't even dare to proclaim i one of them because there are many doubtful issue as what the bible wrote and some really unknown.
Start to realize why someone say the fire will getting dim and dimmer when the years goes by ..

What is joy with Christ?
Can someone answer me that simple yet not easy question ?

Life can be simple if only we choose to be simple but i doubt so because people just love to judge the way you are and comment they way they like. It's been almost a year after knowing that sister judge me beside my ass and seriously, that really disappointed me as a church member.

Sharing my pain for the past 1 year and don't think anyone can understand that feeling.

There are people that care for you and also people hate you so who you are in people eyes ?

I'm always enjoyed the "koko" section with some of the brothers because this is a time i the updates but don't want them to know what happen to me as i getting more and more silent than before.
Pretty disappointed with a lot of things happen in my eyes and it come to the a point i don't want to see, don't want to care and don't want to speak because the more i see, the more disappointed i face so why should i bother ......
What they worry is "你走太远了" and i agree i getting more and more further from daddy hands
and am i able to come back ? If only i willing to show my hands out but i not willing until now.

When will i ?

Soon .. Very Soon ....

Once i can overcome my self-centered issue, that will be a day i will go for baptism.

Right now, i still fighting with God for some issue .. unsettle issue and unclear path ...

Doing my 1st photography album. Delight , happy and enjoy doing that because it talk about some part of my life and hopefully i will get to see it in December :D.

Getting more happier than before. After learning how to manage your feeling, it help me to understand whenever things happen, it is yourself doing the own self feeling adjustment not others so if people talk shit behind you, you can either piss or cool .. Your call.

Happy ...:)

我很无情 ？我已经不是我自己？

Interesting when people commented me that way but i simply don't bother what they say since we all changes as life goes on so who give a dart shit for that ?

2 weeks ago, wx & tm ask me about "the meeting" and i told them forget it since i find it pointless as i look back because people just don't appreciate what you have done so let just don't waste time and do something more important for now.

Time to write happy stuff in this blog

Workplace co friends really funny as they not only teach you "wrong" thing but also "stupid" thing.
Anyway, i mention to my co friend that this vendor who happen to be lady that look super sporty (wear overall dust coat) look good but a bit skinny and guess what, they sabo me by telling her that i want to know her and when she come into the office .... the story being and ..... ha ha ...

Somehow i manage to wear her shoes and see a lot of things even i didn't know her well. I'm guess that my eye look thing even sharper than before after that incident and please don't let me see too much of your heart, i can dig until you fear me .............. ........ ..........

是我看到太多了还是我不想在看下去了？

Sometime, i wish i don't have this hidden skill but someone just force me to "open" and didn't expected it can be so scare than i thought because the more you know, the more you fear. I'm don't know how to explain this"很会看人“skill so just give a miss in explaining. Don't know why people love to play mind game with me because i find it pointless yet they still try their luck which i will say "Game on and you will lose".

Learn a new quote:

Don't try to push the problem you create and place it on others.
In the end, you not only get back the problem but will
be double than what you thought.

Hopefully nobody will spoil my mood for this week because i manage to get 2 tickets to go for a mini concert by Corrinne May in a Catholic church just opp my house *Thank papa*.

生气 - 是拿别人做错的事来惩罚自己

so why must i angry with others and curse myself with the burden. Isn't that stupid?

Thank God for fraz, wei , wen because whenever i need to flare my unhappy moment, they are the one who will beside me and listen to what i want to share about. *Thank guys*

Sometime, i just wish to leave behind everything and bring my camera bag and walk around the countries that i want to visit. Perhaps, i have too used to be alone most of the time so whenever i do, i will prefer to be solo than with someone else unless the person know me very well . . . . . . .

Back in office.

Time files and i already in this company for 4 months+ and what i have achieve --> "Priceless".
There are so many things i wish to share but think back, it is impoosible since there are limited space for blogging plus too many words means you very draggy. Sucks feeling.

Doing my 1st own photography book and pretty excited what is the feeling ... gd .. bad ?
December will know ...

Doing my 2nd project "Awareness" and taught me lesson that i cannot even dare to imaging why some people willing to betray themselves for something only short term. As the more i look at this project, i feel there are so many things i don't want to see it anymore because of disappointment and i rather be happy, earn my salary and peruse my dream/career.

Behind the project is about ~~

What is love to them ? What is family guide? What are they thinking right now ?

This is what i want to share through photo and this is reality.

Trailer 2 coming soon ... more details and more tears ? I guess?

Workplace taught me lessons about life as a person , as colleague and also a ungraceful person.

I'm spend a bit of time looking at myself why i have change so much compare to the past and there are many answers to trace yet in the end, it is still yourself choose the destiny.
As i was sharing some unhappy moment with Jonathan, he taught me this sentence.

"Don't compare with others because the more you compare, the more miserable you are."

I'm wish to go back to the beach and face Jesus again but i don't dare to do it because my heart has harden towards him. Sometime, i just wish someone will bring me back there ...

I'm dare to say my faith shaken badly since last year onwards and only trust a few people but the rest is simply not in my list.

Wondering why people like to listen to Linkin Park songs. Is it because they damn cool that make you high or their songs shout like nobody business?

I'm like their songs is because they speak about what you are unhappy about and "fa xia" into the song and sing it. Seriously, this is what i went through during Feb to April this year where i seriously need help and some did come in and help me which i really thankful for their support.

On the other hands, i choose to leave YA level because i really cannot stand anymore about the mess plus the break up even trigger me more to leave so i leave was a wise choice even though i didn't really seek for advice because i always get back the same answer so no point.

In the end, i happier than before because i didn't get to see them so often and slowly my fire will turn into ice plus what they hurt me is deeper than what my brother hurt me during my childhood days.

Please don't mess with me again esp the one who TALK about ME.

I'm don't wish to talk much about myself because i don't feel is a needs for others to know after all and people trying to think they know me very well which is bullshit and maybe they should shut up their mouth and drink more water *ha*

The other side of me !? I don't wish that to happen but someone trigger it since January.

Long time didn't update the blog and also don't feel like doing it since i busy with my stuff.
Life changes dramatically since been working @ the company for the past 3 months and don't think i will stay long if this kind of situation keep happening.

I'm guess this is part of life as how to handle people, know what shit i dealing and even a place for me to release my anger towards some issue that i unhappy at but overall, this is somewhere i start building my milestone ...

Finally, i have officially pull out from the YA family's because of some unhappiness issues and many more that i don't wish to mention as people say "You can forgive but you cannot forget" which is true to me.

At least now i now happily by myself and the things i doing so better ...

Learn a great sentence by a captain

U can make things happen

U can look things happen

and U can also can don't know what the hell things happen

Which type of person u want to be in life.

Is God answering my question again? I'm hope he is :)


I'm back to work after taking 1 urgent leave due to my account been hack by a idiot and some misc stuff at home which i want to do it asap as i don't have time to waste for such stuff beside research more about my skills, study and other important issue in life.


Just 1 hrs ago, i was praying whether can i follow alex soh (my favourite photographer) and he post something that "stay closely as we are on the mid planning to Cambodia".

This is going to be awesome !!!

Having a great time with louis during National Festival 2010 while waiting for others to come, we decided to go for a simple mac meal (unhealth foods again :X)

I'm told him some updates in life:

The lady which i really want to know her more but i will say is pretty hard becoz of some factor yet i think i will give a shot in the end.

The next most important part is the delay of my photography book which took me 3 years to complete ( sorry for been delaying).

I'm excited whenever i can achieve something in my life and this photobook will be telling more of the hidden side of Kevin Loke who once a diaster to a man and the title of the book is

同行 (Journey with me)

The month of August, i going to meet up with her with T and W (whom we trust) to sit down and a time of sharing/settle some issues (if there any left behind rubbish to sweep away).

To be honest, i just want to clean up ANY unnecessary issue between both of us, close the file and full stop. Back in the days, i don't even know how i overcome those small/big issues that i facing from them yet i manage to overcome 1 by 1 *Isn't that amazing?* As i look back now, i gain the skills to deal with nonsense people and feel those problem are created by untrust than certainty.

Thank God, i have learn and i have gain what i need to gain from that incident.
God, i really hope this is once and for all ....

Just waiting ... to be happen ...

Few things i hope it will come

Corrinne May Concert (I'm have wait for 5 yrs since 2004) !!!!!!

Travel to Cambodia or Sri lanka !!!!!!

Back to Myanmar (ops :X) !!!!

Have my own photography exhibition ( Day Dreaming :P) !!!!

Go back daddy home (I'm tired) !!!

I'm never expected someone will answer my previous post but one nice sis did all the trouble to tell me all the do's and don't for making such choices.

If you see this post, you can be assure that you didi won't disobey our papa command and you know that i hate to deal with uncesssary nonsense which i have truly enough since last year so i need a peaceful mind and continue my photography/career path from now ... ... ... ...

I can reassure you that i won't consider any non-chrisitan ladies unless the convert because they love Jesus not me :)

1 by 1, my thought/doubt been answer by the mighty God and left a few more before i facing the most important question "Are you sincere to know him , love him and die for me ?" because this is the part where i still struggles to answer until today.

Recently, i mention that i want to know a lady more because her characters is very "gum" with me but the problem is that she is a non-chrisitan so Ah wei mention to me " Can you overcome yr 1st step?" which i don't think i can do that even now till forever.

I must say she is much better than others.

Well ... i will say faith ....

Dad receive his 550D and i bought myself a pair of rock climbing shoes with fraz.

Have dinner with fraz and have a good time of fellowship together. I'm share with him about past till now, how do i react after so many incident has happen and i agree with what he said

"Kevin, you need a bit more of time to sort out yourself first and don't pressure yourself too much since you know God is under control. If career is what you are working forwards, so be it but adding more commitment into your path doesn't help you for long run".

"As for the person you admire, be slow and steady. Let God work in her heart first and hopefully she decide to follow Jesus but if she didn't, then you know the answer.

Thank bro for the godly advice. I'm just let God decide ....

Have a nice chat with candy jie. I'm was sharing with her that incident which sis "x" commented something about me which is really hard for me to forgive because she don't know what i going through during that period of my life. Can i pluck out the spike and throw away *papa how?*

Dear papa, i really hurt badly by this person. Teach me how to forgive and forget.

Holding my new lens 17-55 F2.8 IS aka "wedding" is a bit difference feeling compare to the past 2 lenses but i like it because is not heavy yet cover a F2.8 stop :). Good for street but bad fr close

Recently, a lot of people notices that i have change my way of thinking, speaking and even appearance which we called "packaging" because as a photographer, you have to speak with confident, dress must be neat in order to win your clients heart and attitude towards your work. Once again, i thank God for his blessing again because my skill come from him.

Dav and his wife was asking me this question while i was at their house watching world cup and the question is "Anyone in your mind" and i shy shy said "ya .. ha .. recently knw this lady and i hope to know her more because of her characters" and they say "WOW" *so loud inside the room. *omg*

A nice lady and many more points which i can see from her ... hmm ... let God decide for me ...

Recently sell away my dear Julia aka 70~200 F2.8 IS USM L lens and yesterday i say goodbye to my faithful "zomi" lens (it real name is kazumi) 24~105 F4 USM IS L for funding other lens for my wedding project in the month of July till December. Of course i feel sad but no point wasting their life spend @ my dry box so must as well sell it away :P


Fraz said " Julia huh" and i was like "OMG, please la". I know he is teasing me so i don't really feel offended but if this sentence let our elder steven yee know, i dont know.. *ha ha*
She a very nice lady but just tat i don't have feel for her leh so is it wasted ? hmm ....

Lately, i been asking myself this question "Can i do something more than i do?". I'm thinking of fund raising for the people in Myanmar after watching Tue documentary show and i hope mom can understand me why i willing to fork out my money for dangerous trip just to help this people without asking any favour in return. *Mom, i love you so hope u understand*.

Time to go home after a long day @ office. Tired ....

Look back the past 1/2 years and finally things is picking up compare to the past where things wasn't in the right place and the right time. Recently, i bump into "hints" and "messenger" from God (can i say that way?) about some personal issue where i need to settle asap before everything goes wrong again. *Gosh*

Life is getting busy compare to the past where business is starting to pick it up and earn those extra bucks is for my school fees and other misc stuff. Time to earn even more so i ready to go for my next mission trip whichever God plan for me.

Now working night shift and is very tiring yet i also have the time to do my own stuff :X.

Recently, my friend introduce a friend during our photography trip. Her name is call "ni" and a nice person base on our communication and also very attactive if she make up herself so i happy to know this new friend in my photography journey :).

Time to resume my work.

Take Care guys

I'm back after 3 month of M>I>A.

Anyway, i bring it back alive because i won't be free to go for service in the future due to shift work and i know this is a trial of test but afterall, i will stick myself closely to him ....

I'm have fully recover from the breakup so not to worry for me guys, i have my own career and if this is God will, we can't stop also.

More update coming up ...

2010 biggest task is to delete my blog forever

I'm going to press the button this sunday ..bb .. blog

2 more days to go. ^>^

Time files and i official graduate from my school. As i look back, there are so many things happen around me like family problem, personal problem and it like a scar on my back which let me remember Corrinne may song "Scars make us stronger for life" and of course, God is the one who control every situation regress good or bad.

Few more days before our Mr seng flying back to Utah and continue serving the company so i have to wait until next year.

Last night, i manage to found my friend who willing to be my model with his girlfriend for my upcoming project "couple shot" which i been wanted to do since last year but people reject me :(
Anyway, it going to help my portfolio for my future as a part time photographer. Stay tune in the month of march as we going for our actual shooting :)

About myself?

Well, i preparing to go for relief work again in Myanmar which actually a follow up but still , God open the door for me and i going back again :D. I'm will be very busy in the month of march till may ... a lot to do but still serving one God who is Christ himself : )

Gota go now ... working liao ... cao

3 more days :D

Sold away some of my stuff again and earn $$

Why we still hold those earthly treasure if we know we not going to bring it along ...

Hmm ...

5 day to have my own bedroom, 6 days to my birthday and that day after service, i will be going for hunting trip but not so dangerous compare to the previous one. Recently, i doing some research about nowadays kids in term of their behavior, expression and their thinking in various ways.

The result is accounting to what the bible said ...... getting worse......

Please pray for me as the Myanmar trip postpone to mid march : (

I'm hope to get a job asap plus the HR allow me to start work in April if i success : )

Came back from "unban" photography. Thank rong for the direction as we enjoyed ourselves and is fun when you have friends that dare to walk long distance, no complains and most important " ga rang".

I'm manage to acheieve good shots from the place and will upload once i clear my current work first. As far as i know, we going back to "X" location to visit wetland :)

Birthday is coming up :)
I'm getting old again


Just browse the B & S of road bike forum and fall in love with his Giant OCR 2009 model !!!
The cost is 600 bucks *attractive price* but not suitable for 1.78 cm people because this is
a S frame :X















Hopefully, i can get a water bag soon so that i won't suffer dehydration during marathon training

Tomorrow going for another dangerous trip just for photography. The last time i went for such trip is around October before my life been mess up by problem that i need to solve 1 by 1. Let's get the ball rolling.... *Warning, it going to be a long grandfather stories*

4 months since that raining day

Many thanks to wei, wen , zhen , xiang , louis and many more for their moral support and prayers. I'm no longer troubled by that incident and for the past few months, God is the one that helping me from a painful incident into a joyful heart and the gospel of Matthew is the book that help to understand even more myself as a child for Christ and how to overcome fear in life.

On the practical side, God train me to communicate with everyone, handling nonsense call from client (include nasty scolding) and lower down my pride to ask for help. All these happen during my attachment. I'm gain more confident about myself , no longer shy towards communication and making new friends with a big smile :). *i know my face is damn bull but don't think otherwise*

As for whether can i face her again, i will say yes since the anger is no longer in my sinful heart but i will just obey "God timing" since i don't know how she feel towards me and i won't waste my time to bother how she think about me because there are so many important things for me to do especially the Myanmar which is still unconfirmed yet and *Please pray, thank you*

Career being at somewhere else in Singapore

I'm send a lot of resume and still awaiting for replies. Right now, i working as a temp in my IAP company which i don't mind since i still looking for job plus i really love my supervisor because she taught me a lot of engineering term that cannot be taught during schooling. The HR and CN ( my supervisor) want me to stay in this company but there are no open position (God will?) so i have to go after my 1 month contact is up. The new person who will be taking over me is coming on 8-3-10 so i hope she can stay :)

Freelance Photographer

This is my part-time job and recently i manage to attend some events that i add in my portfolio.
Right now, i just need to marking myself so that more people know my name and i can start earning extra for my pocket money :D.

Wedding

Next Saturday, my bro is getting marry to ester. I'm finally have my own sweet bedroom that will convert to studio in the near future so anyone want to take model shot, you can look for me.
Recently, i have throw/give/sell all the unwanted things since it is not useful anymore plus i don't need so much items since i have my baby :)

Seng Seng !!

He's back for a while. I'm miss this coffee brother although he sometime talk cold crap but at least i can get his joke. Anyway, i know i going to miss him again :P.

" ..... "

Sunday, i shall go for it.

There are more but i think i just too lazy to type now. Nite

3hrs of discussion and will continue on mid of April. I just went to "xin wang" cafe to catch up with with Ah Shan, David and his future wife Felice because our dear friend david is getting marry in may 2010 and let me congratulation to them on behalf of the secondary friends : ). I'm was selected to become "brothers" for him and wondering what is the taste since i totally no experience on that role but watch with my cyclops eye and view-finder.

As usual, people will first me this question "Are you attached with anyone?" and i say "Nope". The next question will be "We "gai xiao" you some nice ladies" and my answer is "Go ahead if you want"

Tomorrow will be a happening day. I think i need to sleep now since is 2.35am plus i need to train harder because they say "Hao !! What happen to you? How come you so round now?" and i keep laughing because i know i getting fat compare to the past. Time to kill some fats now :)

Movie Movie Movie !!!

Movie marathon : )

I'm love it !

After service, i decided to "sneak" out asap because i don't want to be spotted *hopefully nobody*
and went straight to Seragoon Shopping Center to have my lunch. The store that i always like to consume my lunch after service since is air-con, quiet, not easily been spot which is good.

Finish my lunch, i went to an ping road to pay a respect to Auntie Betty since is going to Chinese new year so decided to go there and "chat" with her :). After her turn, i went down to pay a respect to my friend childhood friend who pass away in 1995 and tell her that her friend miss her a lot.

Tomorrow, i have to rush here and there to meet buyers and here comes my $$$ !!

Thank God :D

Is it what we call Chinese New Year Wave ?

For the past 2 month, i been selling away quite a lot of old stuff inside my house like my bicycle, comic, ps 2 and many more.

3 days to another photography again and 4 days to upload the "moment video" *finally right?*

By the way, i found a webby host that already have flash in it .. wow !! Cool ...

This is a special reason why so many people will choose 7D over 50D so do i also a bit "gian" after this special function beside the HDMI video recording but end of the day, i still choose 50D : )

Anyway, next week canon is going to release a new body plus 3 lens and not include 70-200F2.8 IS II. Sound fishy now.

OMG !! I'm was watching this movie while on my way to work place and anyone can tell me this type of dog name * anyone?*

I'm learn a lot from this movie plus the beautiful score sheet by Jan A.P. Kaczmarek which is awesome : )

Going to listen the soundtrack now..

*Cao*

"When the night seems to be its darkest, it means the sun will soon rise up. Press on... Don't give up!"

God open another door for me which is Myanmar trip in march but this time round, i must find my own way to pay for myself which really test my faith. I don't really want to raise support from the church because this is not a mission trip and is also not nice too * hopefully someone understand : )* Still, i need to raise a bit so i can go .....:( *anyone want to sponsor me ?* I'm want to go again before the "working spell" cast into my path. Pray !!

Can't believe i can slept anywhere if there is place for me to loo and cook my foods.

Well, i enjoyed myself last night and pretty sure there will be a round 2 but not so soon because there is an unban area for me to explore first before stepping back to ubin. My next trip will be punngol beach

Receive a lot of praises by my colleague about my photo that i capture but overall, it is God the one that create me to have such "eye" in his picture. Thank you papa once again for making me unique in your hand :)

I'm still looking for opportunity to come and yesterday the HR offer to me be a temp staff while i looking for a new job .. haiz ... at least got money coming in than you interview with a silly desperate face .. right ? *Gosh*

During my 2 weeks break, i will just bring Cheryl out and take photo. This time round, i might want to try my overnight again but with a planning .. hehe ...

God Bless everyone .... please pray for the Haiti people's and the volunteers :)

Should i or should not register?

There might be a chance for me to go Haiti provided my family allow me to go but accounting to City Care org, they are considering providing subsidy to those who are able to go since the time-frame is suitalbe for me before i start my working life.

Sis reject me because of her own reason but i have my own reason too.

God, what should i do ? It's not the matter of money although i know i need to return them in the end of the day but is whether i can achieve the green light ...

Let God decide for me. If someone willing to fork out a bit for me before 17/2/10, that mean .. this is God will for me ... ya ...

Blessing !! I'm totally off guard by the comment.

Today, Michael walk pass my table and make a comment while i doing my paper work.

Mic: Jun Hao, i notices your wallpaper is very unique. May i know who capture it? Is it you?

JH: Yes, i went to Thailand for some youth work although i not a youth since i went there :D

Mic: Ha Ha ... It's good to see people go there and help those poor people. By the way, are you a Christian ?

JH: I'm a Christian : ) . Anyway, if you want the wallpaper, i can let you have it :D

Mic: That's great !! Thank you so much :)

Jun: U welcome :D

Thank papa for that simple comment. Amen.
I'm hope all photo that i capture bring glory to you and bless other with the eye that you bless me :)

Reading a lot of books about wedding photography and gain quite some useful knowledge of how to marketing myself plus capturing those "moment" for the couple. Anyway, i love it.

If God open the door, i will join this company and start my career ......

Quite a lot of events coming up from this Saturday till mid of Feb. *Nice*

I'm pretty shock when i see the house condition and can you imaging that happen to you ?
Today, the "心晴大动员2" or Life Transformers 2 came to a house that look like "hell" and perhaps is worst than my hunting trip around Singapore. To be honest, i feel pity for that guy because he sacrifice his time and career just for his family who he deserve my respect ....

His mom let me remembered someone mother that will "bo tai bo chi" keep calling their mobile phone just to do spot check and asking nonsense question that really no point and is this what we call the act of love to their children? Isn't that selfishness? Isn't that making life hard for them?

Mr Jack aka my supervisor left the company after 4 years of working in xx company. I'm thank God that i learn a lot from him even thought he don't really have time to teach me when i step in the purchasing department but still he is 1 of the good boss i met in life.

The replacement supervisor is a bit ... ok .. shall not comment so much but must be careful of her sentence. Another purchasing lady always push those "simple" task to me which sometime really piss me off but still, i just remind myself that i just a "cheapo" worker so just save your ass will do.

Sat and still in the office ... later go library first then home.

Nice album and pretty good if you love electronics music :X

Chinese New Year coming soon and left less than 20 days in the company which is awesome feeling but without a job is pretty sucks

Anyway, i have tons of book to read from today and still preparing
2/2/10 FTT which is 8pm and i just want to kill it off....

I'm watch it at my Ipod while i on my way to work.

Overall, i really like the movie and the storyline is ....

Singapore will be showing this movie on 4 March 2010

http://www.theupintheairmovie.com/

Go and Try :)







Now, i watching this show

The film tells the inspiring true story of how Nelson Mandela joined forces with the captain of South Africa's rugby team to help unite their country. Newly elected President Mandela knows his nation remains racially and economically divided in the wake of apartheid. Believing he can bring his people together through the universal language of sport, Mandela rallies South Africa's rugby team as they make their historic run to the 1995 Rugby World Cup Championship match

On time to order this book before Chinese New Year ?

I'm wish i can go with the CRS relief workers to Haiti now but the expenses is very expensive so i will just pray God will protect the team and also to the people over there ....

If someone sponsor me to go, i will go ... but only God open for me : )

1 random shot with the lousy Nikon camera since i lazy to bring out my Cheryl.
Did some editing onto it : )






I'm love my guitar aka FLO because it always bring me joy whenever i play worship song :D

Time for a short update since i haven't been update for 2 weeks and some nice brothers wana know what going on in my life so i do a short short update since i free today :)

• Recently, i give away quite a lot of books to the library because i find it very "zuo teng" because it occupied a lot of space so must as well bless other and also save the tree (if anyway). Soon, i will sell away my comic for some extra bucks as i know i don't read them anymore since i getting old for such and online can read them too.

• I'm have sold away my nanami aka 七海 for 100 bucks because the gear and chain are damn rusty which is not worth it for me to change the parts so i just sold it away and save up for a better one. Anyway, nanami is my 2nd bicycle which serve me for 3.5 years.
  

• The free web host fail me and i cannot upload my project moment html for the time being so have patient with me in the mean time, i trying to find another one that is free :)

• Next month brother wedding, i will finally get back my room which is a great news to me
  

That's all. I think it is good to write little about myself. Bye.

2/2/10, 8pm, FTT (2nd Try)

This time round, i must pass so i can quickly register myself for driving school and pay that 2k just for lesson and other misc stuff.

I'm love/hate my working place because my surrounding are those sport car (Evo X, Civic Mugen, BMW), super bike (CBR, NSR , BMW , TZR , R1) and my boss is driving maserati.

My dream car ? Hmmm ...

Evolution X and Honda Mugen.

My dream bike ? Erm....

Yamaha YZF-R1 with Valentino Rossi Helmet