Today Children's ministry is challenging because we got to handle p2 and p3 together. After that, we have our year end meeting for our level only. I’m must really thank to sister ai choo for doing all the "mu hou" things that people don't see plus lacking of Sunday teacher is also a challenging issue for her to face now *Thank you so much, sis*

Ah wei asked me “If you teach, will that affected you study if u smoothly go to year 3?” I do agree it will actually affect me a bit but what today sister bee jin words encourage is us is our strength comes from the Lord so even though we don’t have enough manpower yet God will still try way to help this ministry. Amen.

In my deepest of my heart, I really pray for people to join in the ministry. I don’t know how to express in words but one thing for sure is this ministry always makes me look back who is God and why he put me here.

*Thank you papa and Jesus, your love is amazing.*

Piglet need to walk down the street with his papa hand.....

29/11/08

U guys really make my day happening. Anyway, i just came back from my secondary school gathering and damn happening because i get to see all of my classmates. Most of them have change in size , style and some going for private degree courses which is so happening. Gosh, i love it. Our last meeting is 2007 April when i just step into poly * 1 yr plus ah*

Went to this restaurant "Breeks" at MS. I'm order the Baked Chicken Chop because it look quite big and juicy to me and turn out ...

















Damn small la !! Me and Wei was like "What the crap?" This dish cost us 13.90 and if i went to bedok that famous westen shop, i can order 2 plate + side dishes. Ok, we just feel disappointed but i not the worst, David chicken curry cullet is even small than what we see *LOL* Price is the same but amount is .. haha ... so funny.

















This is "TTL aka D". He always chio me go down drink coffee in the past but now is ah wei and myself. Busy guy and we all waiting for him to settle down plus he even ask me to take photo for his wedding but i told him that i want to be his "chiong sua" brothers on that day. Quite a lot of them comment about my photos is very pro standard : ).
*Holding his b'day photo in 2004 while i going to ord soon.*

















We did snap a lot of photos but i think i just post this family photo is good enough. They are my die hard "kaki". 13yrs of friendship keep going strong : )

Life goes on. Deeply sorry to heard that one of the Singaporean been held as the hostage been killed during the fight against the terrorist in mumbai’s Oberoi Hotel and she is only 28 years old with bright future and possible just started her own family just few years ago.
Sorry to heard that.

As i typing right now (6.10am) because i couldn't sleep for no reason so i decided to open "toshi", listen to Kavin Hoo piano songs, relax myself and my heart hint me to pray for a few minutes and i do. The converstation with papa is more than enough .....

Just feel that it will be good to be alone for a while .... ya .. i feel that way

Books. Anyway, i have stop buying them since i can easily borrow from the library. Library is like my 2nd bookstore but load for free *hehe* and problem now are not only expensive but also the space require from our room. I'm think next year, there will be 2-3 bags of rubbish to be given to other people since we not using them anymore ... *FREE from dust*

It's good to look back the basic foundation that set by God so i decided to reserve 2 Max lucado books ^^ and is new *2007 publish* so no need to buy but borrow from library ...





















Love "creamy" photo compare to shot and develop. 2 things haven't been doing for quite sometime which is "bring nana out for photography" and "Flo need to master some songs". I just can't wait for the 2 weeks break to come so i can bring nana out for photography rather than staying inside the dry box without some nice snap. As for flo, tomorrow will buy a tuner to tune it.

Next year, i should be able to set-up my own website and beside that, i must pass my papers.
Gosh, 6 days to test .... must be a tough time again ...but then, i facing a tough time now..*stupid*

Papa,

I'm looking at myself at the mirror today. The more i look at it, the more i felt i have slowly change back to the "old" person that no longer want to desire about God words, the heart is dying but why this "rubber band" won't untied itself from my feet but will keep on pulling me back to where Jesus is and he will give me a big smile , big hug and willing to cry with me when i feel very depressed.

As i trying to describe my feeling right now, i just wish to be silent for a while. Maybe a good listening ear will help but .......... .......... ......... ......

Little piglet is walking v.tired and slow.

Waiting for my salary to come so that i can return someone else money. I'm wondering why we must wait for the magazine to be on sale then we receive our salary? 100 bucks nia and make me wait for solid 2 months, isn't that a joke? Next time don't work for them, 1 word for them = Sucks.

Lesson end at 1pm. I'm decided to walk around my old house area and walk pass all the shops like video store, mini market , fruit store and etc etc ...most of the bosses are still the same and some already close down their shops long ago but still remember what they sell actually :P. Maybe i should bring "nana" to capture those classic area as i used to go there often ..... 12 yrs..

Recently, my teacher asked me wanna go back for other YEP project but will see how the thing goes as nothing is confirm yet and my reply is a big yes !! I'm love to go back such places and hopefully this time is Cambodia .. a place where i wish to capture photo.

Receive my common test timetable. I'm already expected something like that will happen again and my feeling is right, next Friday i got 2 killer papers TOGETHER. *GG* so 9 days to kill everything before marathon and is not easy as what i heard from my lecturer.

Eng mec and thermo @ 5-12-08
Robotic @ 11-12-08

Anyway, jer share with me this blog and wondering why this lady wana cut herself until .....
If u are not comfortable with such image, please "ma gei kian" or "act hero" .. no nonsense ....

http://www.xanga.com/xXi_cry_crimson_tearsXx

I don't know why she want to do that but for sure, she is not Singaporean as jer told me. Sometime i don't understand why they want to do that to themselves ... is life so "cum"?.

Tonight I will be dancing with you.
Been waiting for this moment has finally come, how excited am i.
Every time I think about it, I just want to dance with you.
Because with you, I not scare of anything,
even death comes right now.
How sweet it is, been able to dance with my savior all daylong.

Well Done .... So true .. So real.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_9K10eL4Mg

A bit moody today. Perhaps, it is time to go back to that place where i always have my beautiful moment with Jesus because he know i will go there whenever i want to be alone.
Just read Psalm 91 (Psalms for young children) and fall in love with this beautiful
translation for their understanding.

When I trust in God,
it's like being wrapped
in a warm blanket.
With God on my side,
I am not scared of anything----
not during the day,
not during the night.

Today board bus 81, i saw that wedding shop (one of my favourite) have end their business. I'm was sad because they have the nice photos ( saw a bit from their portfolio) and now .....is like... no longer there anymore ....

Happy Birthday, my cousin aka Ester !! God is good all the time. You've grow up !!

Morning is always the best choice to go for cycling because low traffic and not much people @ the park plus beautiful morning created by the Lord !! Amen. I'm wake up @ 6.30am and out within 15mins ..... the weather is so good ... gosh .. all the S course and straight plus curve .. haha ..sould like riding a moto gp ..erm ... i love it.

Just came back from library and manage to borrow some good books from Tampines branch because pasir ris branch don't have the books i want and lack of magazines too so no choice but to travel a bit further down as to fullfill my "wants".

Ah Wei called me around 9.05pm and chio me for coffee break again : ) so we happliy went to YK (white sand) and enjoy our converation plus a few updates about our lifes plus i told him that someone finally found her 祝福 which he know who am i refering to but i guess, this is life as there always an up but also a down yet God is faithful but first, we need to "talk" to him through prayer. Papa, it took me soild "x" years just to put down this burden in my life ... is it worth it?
After that, we went to giant supermarket and i bought this show !! Finally, after 2 yrs of hunting and here you are .... i love fai ge shows ... O.. 12.09am ..sleeping time ..

OMG !! Many thank to my sis. She bought for me the ...
















What is that !? The answer is ...
















"Si bei gao luck" I jus love it.

If a question can make me PISS OFF, it shows how much i put in the effort by trying to solve and is eng mec quiz question ..Dar it...

Today, Jer and me stay back after robotic lab and do revision for this quiz and make both of us hungry + angry because we manage to solve part1 and 2 but not 3 *suck* Now i trying hard to solve it ..... hmmm ... *red bull pls*

Forgive me !! Nowadays, i been downloading all the oldies and classic songs that are in the 80's and 90's era and guess what, i found all the songs i used to listen in the past and is like *WOW*. Anyway, i haven't listening to radio like 8 years already and wondering when is the last time i turn it on ;x.Erm...don't ask me what chinese or english pop because i don't really know .. haha .. low class right !? Anyway, shut up and back to my study table

Finally, you found your 祝福。我为你感到高兴.
As i start to look back the years right now ...
i still remember how you pray to God inside the school hall
It so sweet and the flow coming back again.. once again into my mind...

Memories ... It's like River Flows in You.

1 issue is settled. Last week or maybe i should make that decision earlier so that nobody is waiting for somebody to come home but anyway, God is good because he give us freedom of choice in life and perhaps this is the "most" honour decision that require me to give up my everything for Christ as i didn't want to disobey him but to honor him so decided to wrap up the "storybook".

Personally, i like to keep it in a secretive way so that nobody able to break this "code" in my blog but all thank to the people around me ... ya .. is their encouragement makes the difference.

1 unsettle issue is back to the table.This time round,i willing to share out because quite a lot of people knew about it so there aren't anything to hide for. Last Sunday, ah da ge ask me
"Hey lao xiong, when u coming back to cell group?" My answer is "I don't know"

Have i forgotten everything already? What is cell group means to me? What is peers support?"
Haiz, how bad am i right? Guo Liang is kind enough to share with me his exp and invite me to his cell group. Should i try or should i say no? Ah da ge is hoping i can find one and nest it ... hmmm..

Gosh. I won't want to think about this after my common test ... sorry pal .. 1 by 1 for my brain.

Jeremy Camp - There will be a day

Very moody and random post that i wish to write it down before i forget when i come back here.

6 years have past. I'm still wish u still with my side, my dear titi because i couldn't forget that morning and the period of suffering you went throught that make me feel painful and sadness as a master of yours. I really treasure the period of time when u and yuni in my house and always remember yuni love to crawl @ my feet and u always so shy, waiting down there, give me a look and jus wait for me to come to you......This is memories ...i will treasure....

Everytime i think about the moment i saw u fight against the illness, i will remember how auntie betty fight agaist the liver cancer and her battle spirit ... well is already 9 years since the day she depart from this earth and back home.

Sometime i ask Jesus, will my dear titi with you in kingdom of heaven? *Random thoughts*

Rest In Peace, my dear friend and my dear pet
14/11/2002

Marathon left 25 days from now. This year race will be quite tough because Mr. seng is not running along with me and is kinda sad and disappointed plus nobody come and support you *I knew it long time ago* Well Well Well ........... What to do ...

This year, i will choose aly and fila mix + Above and Beyond music for my 42km run. It's work well for me to burst my limit and Muttley sticker will be paste @ my shoes *kawaii ne*






Common test is 3 weeks from now so prepare for killzone. I'm won't be back in action after my common test ... Gosh ... need a good rest.

I'm have to be patient while i waiting
Even moment is a painful memories
yet every steps teach me to be faithful.
How long, my Lord?
How far must i go?

Getting tired again.
Depressed by things happen around me
Change ... Change ... Change ...
Full-Stop.

I'm so happy to see the 2008 result and pretty sure Armin have been doing a fantastic job in his ASOT radio show. Finally, i saw PVD is back to the top 3 seat again and many more like Ferry Corsten, Markus Schulz , Above and Beyond .... ..... .... .... ....

Most of my friends don't like this kind of electro music which kina hard for me to find a "kaki" that share about but it ok.....

Many things happen for the past few weeks and whether is good or bad, i need to stand firm myself and face them one by one just like the movie "Facing the big giant" is something that inspire me not to be afraid because he already won the battle for me .....







It's very scary when u start to ask yourself "Where is God". Somehow i wish this question don't come back to me but i know it will keep on coming back again and again so what next ? ....














Last Saturday, the guitar lesson is a brand new challenge for me to face .. ha ha .. change the way i use to hold it neck but i did well for the Chris Tomlin song !!! I'm so happy ^.^. Anyway, this is Flo ( my guitar name) and my lovely goodnight bear. Flo have been damn good from the day i purchase it home and it can "talk" to me too .. ha ha ..Damn crazy over this lovely Flo.

Talk? I mean it can reminds me that God still love you until today so remember his love for you.
Hmmm .... ooo ...12.04am ... siao .. sleep liao.

I'm have 2 dream teams

They are my SABAI SABAI PROJECT dream team

Chin and Eejie @ china for this FYP.
Shiwei having his attachment
Suzhen and Yanting busy with year 3 stuffs
Pam busy with TEP
Alesia and Cheryl having their attachment next week
Pris Seetha and Parwin busy as nurse
Beng Pearlyn and Nana busy yr 2 stuffs after TEP
JR JJ and Myself busy with school work.

These are my Myanmar Dream Team

Da ma and Xiao ma busy with their job because they are teachers.

Chris going back to Myanmar next month where he will be leader and focus on delta area.
Freida is a doctor and currently study her spec area.
Sonia is a student and still have 3 years to go.
Myself !? Ha Ha ... ok .. as usual.

We are meeting up soon !!!

I'm don't understand why Singapore TV broadcast don't wana buy Japanese drama anymore and always buy those either not nice or cheapskate production. Anyway, I have found a way where i can find all new jdrama and hkdrama ...*heh*.

Anyway, sis recommends me this show and is Dxxx Dxxx nice drama because you really want to whack that hentai guy of how he treats his girlfriend by beating her and bloody hell, i HATE GUY whacks lady ok!! IT'S HENTAI!! "Pian Tai" and that girl also, why she so stupid and go back to that guy side … *Please watch by yourself*

Tuesday, mommy is so funny because we both went for a short run at downstairs. She just step no.20, she stop and say "I'm give up" *LOL*.

Wednesday, i went for cycling and love all the crank and S courses around the park. I’m loved to push “nanami” to it limit when I facing those courses plus riding along the road is something that really test skill and alert but nowadays driver are reckless.

Thursday, Alan and I went to school stadium for some run and total distance we cover is 8 x 600 = 4.8km. It’s something that we really happy about plus tomorrow going to gym as to maintain our fitness level. After all the hard work, we went to north canteen for a drink and he told me he like someone in this school: D so i give him some of my view and turn out he ask me "U?” Gosh, please stop asking me this question!!

Later that night, i went down with ah wei for dinner. As usual, we have our coffee and chit-chat from 7.30pm until 10pm and mostly talking about our life right now plus long term issue like career and marriage but end up we talking crap again.

So fast!! I’m going to be 1 year older than before so what next in life?

* I hope to go back Myanmar to visit the pastor and children's
* No more full Marathon but half marathon or lesser as to give my body a break
* Teacher for Sunday school? 70/30 of decision
* Set-up my own web page for my portfolio and showcase

and more...

^^Wedding ^^