Notice to all my reader,

I'm will be taking a break from blogging until Friday afternoon due to some reasons
Part of my reason is to do some reflection @ the beach alone with God
and write down some personal thought after today trip at mandai
Any urgent thing can just call/sms/spam my cbox.
In the mean time, stay close to Jesus .. everyone : )

Piglet
4.25pm

Monday Blues

Tasks completed *Sweet* Bro just ordered my AMD phenom II chip from state (much cheaper than Singapore) and ready to set up by next weekend so just left the scrapbook to complete by next month. Next month, i going to attend events like Gd Friday taking photo , SYFC ITE BBQ and Road to Hunting again *so happening* but on the other side, the church also have events like BBQ (this sat) , Church outing (1-5-09) and many more *More happening*.

Watching drama/movie again :P before going out to collect books and travel to mandai area.

Today, i have my Myanmar sharing for the Sunday school students. At first, i feel a bit"ganchiong" but after praying and special guest of honour sitting beside me .. the fear become courage :P. What will be my next steps? Hmm...i wish i can step back Yangon again but this time will be with someone that is keen to go mission field but dare not due to various reasons so we just pray together ok?

Tomorrow i will kick off my Tomb Sweeping to mandai road and pay my respect to my friend. Well, it going to be a year since that afternoon where wen called my mobile about his death but don't worry because i have overcome his death since December where i slowly let it go and let it be.

Just now i re-check again and guess what, the AHM is 38 dollars per person and i was like "WHAT?". O man, this is costly and i decided to give up and focus on standard chart 2009 so do my friend agree with my request. Tomorrow training start liao and aim to go Changi boardwalk
which cover more than 10km from my house to there .....*Sweet*

As i was about to close my laptop, one of my sec friend ask me to run with her but i reject her request because i did try before and she piss me off by her attitude. Half committed and run less than 1km start to complain here and there. Personally, i rather run with Desiree because she always give her best shot whenever we run together and i don't mind slow runner too but please don't give me nonsense here and there... i don't entertain that. -_-.

Ok. I need to standby my Jude Jude liao. Cao

1am. I'm still blogging :O.

Met up with wei and we didn't have our coffee break but sit at blk 750 for chatting. We did have good chat and don't know how we link our topic to death and so on .....
Next month is Qingming Festival or english call it Tomb Sweeping Day so i will be traveling around to pay my respect to --> Auntie betty, Ah ma and Ben lee.

Just keep walking .........同行

Just a bit of touch up for the presentation but i felt that the PowerPoint isn't a fantastic one :O. Maybe i should open the file and "repair" what it need.

Finish 1 book and 3 magazines and now waiting for the loan "scrapbook" to reach PR library because i out of ideas already so books are the only ways beside Internet is my own resources as from now. I didn't know those materials are so expensive until i see the price tag like $7.90 to $26.90 for those "ti tong ti tong" items and budget given was $100 for me to purchase what i need for Margaret gift so must plan wisely. I'm believe i can do a good job : ).

Next week schedule is to stay at home and work :l. Quite a few things to clear but in the mean time, just enjoy every moment with papa .. ya .. he always reminds me to read my bible :).

Off from now ....

Mr General aka CS complain "Don't always talk KFC, there are more than just KFC at state".

Arctic Circle: http://www.arcticcirclerest.com/
Astro Burger: http://astroburgers.com/
Five Guys: http://www.fiveguys.com/home.aspx
Wendy's: http://www.wendys.com/
In-N-Out Burger: http://www.in-n-out.com/
Jack in the Box: http://www.jackinthebox.com/
Crown Burgers: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Crown_Burgers

Just finished watching "Depatures". Hmm... i shall not comment anything about this show but is worth for DVD collection. 5/5 stars for my vote.
By the way, remember to prepare some tissue : )

I'm shouldn't be @ the computer for today :P. Anyway, i need some ideas to do the scrapbook and i found some which is good and simple but i need to see all the photos (14 pieces of Cd's) before i drafting out my design at the paper so is another "hot" day for me but i enjoy designing so OK la.

Morning, mom piss me off by finding fault at me so i talk back in a peaceful way and walk off. She just press her "game over" button because i didn't entertain her "nian nian" theory so this is some kind of winning formula for us to use @ her :X. Anyway, she is in peace mode right now so i happily wipe the study table, clean the fan and faster read up all the books before due date which is 3 days from now.

Last night sleep at 2am and woke up at 8am to do my powerpoint and finally, i have finished after "chionging" for the past 3 days and wondering what to share with them because is a relief work rather than mission work so most of the things i going to say is about the same but the expereince i went through is difference from place to place.

Anyway, it kina drain my mind and eye are v.painful so no computer for tomorrow but rest : ).

Afternoon, i went to meet "w" for lunch. I'm kina of "kaisu" attitude when i reach the food court beause i late and seats are been "chop" by people using tissue tactics *lol* but thank God, i found one that can view the city so the next thing is to wait for "w" to come while i reading an article.. I'm miss that wanton noodles but price increase to five dollars OO" (Bo bian, GST).

Admit that today my brain is tired and sleeply while we chatting. Next time, i must get more rest before meeting up with anyone ... just tired .... as from now .zzzz

Start to do my Myanmar sharing for this Sunday sharing at Sunday School. As i was looking back all the photos and video, i feel like i already at tender love doing what i haven't finish but God decided to close that door when KJ (President of CRS) announced the date which is 17 of June 09, my heart just feel sad after praying for quite sometime since i came back from there but he close the door.

Wondering when i going back to visit tender love children's and pastors ? but God did open other places for me to consider : ) *I'm praying*

Chop Chop finish this so i can start to design the gift.

Feeling the breeze feeling at my face
Sea filled with shells that nobody pick up
Footprints that will disappear once the sea wash away
Sitting at the edge of the rock
Looking at the sky and said "Good Morning, papa"

Beside me is my dear nanami that i own for 3 years.
Love it every moment when i going for adventure.
But today and for the next following weeks,
i not going for any adventure but just want to sit at one corner
Reflecting about yesterday morning issue.

I have my answer in my hand but i need to pray first
Not my will but yours
Not my own but yours
Not my plan but yours
Not me but only you only

Just want to talk to you at the cafe between you and me only
before i respond my answer.......

Towards Life

Friday Night

I'm wasn't sure whether am i going for the night cycling trip because my @@ just feel tired but they advance book me long ago so don't "pang fei ki" to others so i just go even thought i 50/50 :l.
We did enjoy ourselves, take photos and and something happen :O and is bro TW bicycle chain kana stuck @ the back shift but thank God for 2 things :)

1) I'm have face that problem before while cleaning nanami
2) Adrian did bought a tools kit along but trouble fraz who bring all the way for us to use it.

OK. It's very dirty la if you know what is the meaning of CLEANING your chain and end result is something that i don't really like to have ... ha ha .. at least i don't touch people face *evil*. At least, i not alone because TW, Eug and Fraz also involve the job so let us call ourselves DIRTY JOB WITH YA GUYS.











Sat Morning

Reach home at 6.45am and quickly take a quick bath before meeting up with Des to pay a respect for PL (R wife) grandmother who just pass away on Friday evening. Mom "nium" me for some reasons but i can understand because this is mother's love ....... ok .. i have a nice nap during my journey ... just too tired .....

Sun Morning

Late for Sunday school but at least they just start worship so is ok. Discuss with April about Margaret scrap book gift and etc etc .... ok .. i know what to do liao ... enough budget :D.

Before BS start, i been "bully" by 2 bros because i didn't told them about my result *HUH?*

They said "Wa cao, i thought u fail because you didn't update your blog so we think you siao liao so dare not ask you"

I said " I did info leh"

They said "NO LOR"

I said "Ok, you all win"

So this is the following after BS (Lazy to write liao):

Went to City hall to meet the dealer and bought my 2nd hand GPU.
Lunch with Fraz @ Funan and have a fruitful discussion about Cell group issue
Meet up with Ah wei at SLS because xian wana buy laptop
Try the Wacom that is so nice to use :)
Went to Simei ah mei cofffeshop for coffee break and chat again
Bought the A.theory (7th addition) because i going to book once i master the steps
Bro today celebrate his 29th birthday and wondering when he will get marry !?
Do some stuff before soccer start

Tomorrow is going to be a long long battle day but i prepared to face it.
I'm can't wait for saturday to come because i going to watch a "play" with sis @ Jubilee :D

Kana complain by Mr.General aka CS because i didn't shout out my result at the blog but i quite busy for the past few days so i don't have the time to update but anyway, I pass my exam ^^. That morning, i saw Sonia online so i told her my result before spreading to the rest and her reply to me is "Congrats, i been praying for you for the past 3hrs" and very "感动" when i saw that message. Of course, the rest also did that for me so i own you guys a big thank you :D.

Busy re-name all the mp3 files + insert album cover and only 10% complete :( *Those people using Ipod know what i trying to say* but it also fun because i can trace back all the songs that i used to listen in the past :D. Right now, i just left a few stuff to do and going to say "Relax" before i register AHM and Bare Foot 2009 plus next week, my new computer will be coming *So excited* and can run CS4 and tons of plug in *Finally, i can used Photoshop again*.

Keen to do a "hidden" project that i just plan out but let me finish next sunday stuff first before.

I'm tired .. so now i will just read bible and play with flo .. Cao

Full of crap !!!!! Thank G for the clip ... make me de-stress a bit .. o gosh, my stomach ...

Woke up @ 8am just to chase my TV show amazing race and very hard to predict who will be the winner's because most of the teams are very strong but i like Margie Adams and Luke Adams and hate Tammy and Victor. Whatever it is, i just don't wish T and V win the race :).

Thank for all the concern. I'm apperiate to all my friends that are praying for me ( huge prayer chain) and today i have already receive 4 offline msn msgs , 1 sms and perhaps tonight even more * no idea*

Play some songs with flo until i just too tired and fall a sleep. Wake up at 5pm and counting down to 12am - 8am tomorrow morning to see my result. Fraz asked me "What is your plan?" and i said "I shall wait for the result first".

Papa, what's next? I feel this is a crazy rat race .....

Today soccer was cancel due to heavy rain. I'm play my guitar and also not on form too so decided to take a 1hrs nap and i wake up liao .... *re-fresh*

Anyway, i wana ask who want to join me in this fund raising for them (Org by HFH) ? I know is barefoot for 7km and sound crazy but if you think about those children who is barefoot for how many years, i think our little pain is nothing to them ... I'm chioing ppls now ... i gg by the way...






http://www.habitat.org.sg/bys09/


By the way, my project "Moment" is set to release on 30/4/2009 and i will upload to another photography blog + website which will be my future workflow. *Sneak preview*

I'm must admit that my faith is been tested to the point where i standing at the edge of the hills.
Just chat with bro CH from Taiwan about the result day is drawing near and he did mention his past and encourage me la ... ya ..

cch says:
we can't have everything. while i was a senior high student, i failed to the entrance exam of university but finally i did
cch says:
don't be scare failure.
cch says:
don't expect too much. God has His will. we can't control everything
cch says:
don't worry as we are praying for you.
cch says:
going to bed soon. good night. have a nice dream~^^
Jun : Praying for my result <17-3-09> is P or F. says:
thks
cch says:
no worries
Jun : Praying for my result <17-3-09> is P or F. says:
: )

17-3-09 is my result day *Updated*

Having fun and relax session for the past 2 days.

Thank Sonia as she said " Will pray for you and please read Phil 4:6-8" and that verse reminds me the year 2005 where i just finish my national service and apply ITE (higher-nitec) where my application been rejected by ITE. I cry where i saw the letter and ask God why must that happen again (In 2001, i was rejected by ITE (ITC) but i didn't appeal and already defer my NS until 2003 where i start my national service) so i prayed very hard and ask God "Please, i really sincerely want to go and study.

In his perfect time, my appeal was a success and for that 2 years in ITE, i did proud of my school, my family and God for the A's i achieve, LKY group award and Oversea attachment :). I still remembered that time Louis , wei xiang and sis are the one that pray very hard for me *thank*

2009. God reminds me this verse again and will God allow me to go year3? As i writing out, my eyes are wet and also lost my words too because repeating a module for 3 times is not a joke neither i purposely fail. Some of my friends did "suan" me like "Wa liao leh, you still fail?" and i didn't say anything but give them a fake :) but in my heart, i feel ashame of myself but thank God, i do have a group of friends say "Come on uncle, jia you .. let do it" which really delight my day till the end ..... ya ... a gp of good kaki.

I will post until the result day *17-3-09* where i won't post whether i pass or fail but i wana thank to my gp of friends who is praying for me daily till the day ....
I don't know what next .... ya ... God holds it .... i can only pray ....

I just left the Myanmar speech/PowerPoint and sis M draft gift to settle and time for me to slack a bit *hehe*. Just receive an e-mail from pastor Michael after telling him about my sharing for my church sunday school children's and also hoping that the Lord will send him to Singapore one day for a gathering with the rest of the team members :)

Decided to study the book of Jonah since i have the study guide so let not waste it. For the past few days, i have been doing a lot of reflection from young to teen and soon will move on to now so is it a good ? Hmm, i have no answers for that but i believe papa give us fruitful time is for his purposes
so what is yours ?. Just start to write 2 poem and is about "The Mask" and "A Little Girl".

Who know how to play the "Yiruma - River Flows In You" ? I really love the piano music but i don't know how to play piano :( but got the mp3 at my black pp ipod :D

Giant Road Bike

Did i @@ it wrongly? I saw someone riding that TCR advance series ( the white in color) at the road last week and if i got it right, i will be like "Wow" because that fellow is rich guy *omg*
The price tag is very beautiful and only you are a "Giant" bicycle fans (like me), you will know the price range base on USD -> SIN dollars.

I like the Defy Advanced 1 Red and Silver for Comp (on the right side) and look cool huh !?
Random post again. I have nothing to update and nothing to "talk cock" until Friday where hunting trip to railway being and pray that the weather is good but in the meantime, the buzz virus is coming back again ... wa ... no time to type liao .. Cao first ...

Random Random

I'm shouldn't listen to Trinity piano volume 2 (play by Jeff Nelson) and by the way, he play the worship music is very nice (my view) but because of that, the music make me remembered my previous project (AHFT) but i don't know whether should i do a new series or just don't bother at all ... Hmmm .. they reminds me about my journey in 2008 where my life have change because of their smile :)

O no, what to do? Should i ? Hmm ... random random ....

Yesterday BS is great but a bit long and also quite tired after Children Ministry. Thank Tian min for her listening ears and she do agree with my POV (point of view) towards this ministry as it is getting harder and harder every week but we also pray the Lord will help us in anyway but now the major problem is we shortage of men power *serious*. I'm hope there will be ppls coming along the way but how ? Gosh .. i shall stop here ...... becoz ......

Simply love to play sport. Late evening soccer game was great because it been a long time since i step into the field again and we against youngest *haha* Uncles vs Youngest and the result did surprise us because we manage to get a draw game with them *ops*.

Saturday CRS dinner. It's something i looking forward even thought only me and Chris was there but the rest didn't come but is ok because team 3 spirit will always be there :). My eyes was wet when Chris updated me about team 4 going to delta area ( further down than our previous trip) and told me that 1 village left only 20% survivors, my heart was broke and hide 1 corner to wipe off my tears which nobody know nor see me.

I'm don't know when papa going to send me back but i sure, i will be going back somedays, anywhere with diff group of peoples in the team with only 1 passion "Give them a :) again"

Found a niceeee song using acoustic guitar. The lyrics is awesome and feel like playing that song for you on that day, that moment and only for you because you deserve it and i pray my sincere act will touch your heart but only God hold the answer from now to the day.* I will just pray and wait*

Just now bring Flo for guitar lesson. I still have a long way to master tons of songs but today process surprise me becoz i manage to pick up few new chords with some songs i love it to play but now .. i want to take a rest ... later is a long event for me to run around ...

To papa :)

Looking at the sky where i am
Enjoying a cup of coffee and sing praises for you
because you keep me alive for another day
Thank you papa, everyday i growing up with you
Sometime i do have doubt on your plan
but you cover for me with your eagle wing

I'm have a great day for today and also want to thank papa because he know i been worry for my result for quite some time but is time to just drop that suitcase and trust Jesus *Maxi book "Travelling Light" reminds me* Have a good chat with candy , pastor Henry and Nancy ...
Everyone given me those important guide lines ... hmm ...

Came back from a run and is so tiring because inside my pouch contain 2 books and my own stuff and one word to say "Siong ah!!" I think the part where i "tahan" through is the upslope and is always my worst nightmare when come to marathon but no choice, i have to overcome that weak area and left 5 months to 21km with yong. I don't know whether i fit to be his "pacer"? Well ......

God, i really hope you allow me to go year 3 and con't that "plan".This year, it going to be a tough year for everyone ... jia you ...God bless...

I'm found an interesting project that i hardly remembered until yesterday "digging" then i realize that was my very own 1st project but with no direction and detail so just a pure project. As i flipping through all my photos, i saw something which only photographers can tells by itself which is "Through my eye".

Biggest dream for my photos?

Erm.. I wish one day i can publish for display or newspaper and properly that my wish for my photography years but at least, God is good and he already fulfilled my half wish by approaching Moses aka Adam brother to use my photos for his shop display (I don't think many people actually know that and my photo is inside his shop :) ) and Uncle Wichan use 1 of my YEP photo for public support for the kids.

Battle being @ 9.20am and end @ 6.10pm

I'm think i have become a "superman 2.0" because i re-arrange all the files (15 pieces of DVD multiply by 4.5GB per disc) from morning to evening (no kidding) and guess what, the burner suddenly just commit sucide and is like "O NO !!!" because i haven't back up some of the latest patch of files yet but thank God, i somehow find a way burn it but now the burner can only read but not burn :(.

Tomorrow i shall start my re-search and ask papa to guide me what he want me to learn ......
I too tired and shall pray before zzzzz ... nite and good morning MR.GENERAL SOH !!!

"The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to
save. He will take great delight in you, he will
quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you
with singing!" Zephaniah 3:17

Recently, i been thinking a lot of thoughts *Good/Bad* about some life issue, prayers for someone, and faith in Jesus. Possible, this is the MOST fruitful time where i always walking into his "cafe" talk to him, share with him and he is willing to listen to me, speak to me and pray for me. *Thank papa*.

Snap 2 pics recently and going to find Flo now before saturday lesson resume.
Please don't "roar" at me *haha* Those photos are org size and copyright free from me :)

Went to hiking @ Henderson park. The weather is good , the trip is awesome but i not going back after sometime. Phew, i didn't bring "nana" along because is a big heavy so just bring a small cam and took some pictures but not in pro type but who care right !! *I'm a semi-pro*

Spend $2.20 for 2 cans of drink and didn't have my lunch before that so i just pack with 2 packs of biscuit into my bag and here i go with half empty stomach. I love the fort park near the PSA area and gosh, it is awesome to take event or pre-wedding photography :)

As i was about to sleep now, the war-zone period suddenly come in !! Argh, i need to delay my nap and just now yong chio me to go white sand mac so i going to have my supper now ... weeeee

Tomorrow another war-zone day, i need to re-arrange my photos (over 80GB) *i'm crazy*

Been busy for the past 3days and will con't until tomorrow so i just hope to -->

Clear my remaining 2 folders of photos (1 just clear)
Do minor correction for project moment (A bit of error)
Re-arrange my Ipod tracks
Back-up my photos
Powerpoint for the Sunday School sharing (3weeks to go)
After all these, i will be gg for hiking and hunting which is this thursday morning with "Team Uncless"

Mom is superwoman because she know i have the thai express membership card plus some discount vouncher. She straight away book my daddy for dinner at kovan branch tonight and she didn't info me until very last min's *lol* so i went to see if there any frozen foods to cook but left those i don't know how to make one :( so decide to use ayam can tuna plus boil egg into a spread version ... *ha ha*

Going to relax one corner now and just finsh 2 maxi book and must say " It's really challenge my brain to think more than just verses".

Mr Ben quit NYP due to stress and back to ITE (Higher NITEC) and 15 days to result days.

party moment 3 (End)

Sunday

The Eagle Connection ppls bought for me a chocolate cake ..... thank you soo much !!!

Went back home and meet up with ah wei because we decided to go Queen town Shopping Centre to buy our own Liverpool Jersey. Here comes our "杀人王" tactics by slashing the price to the lowest because we don't believe the price they set cannot be lower nor they can 杀 our pocket money *evil*.

I'm the advice and he is the tactics king so is like Pang Tong and Zhuge Liang. *Omg, we are crazy men* Anyway, we went to the 1st shop and they are selling 89 bucks which we make it as our "fixed" amount and went to another shop where our tactics comes in, we say "Uncle, how much? and he say $89" and we say "$80 can a not? he asked the boss and he say ok la

BUT

my advice to wei is "Cannot la, confirm can wack more de" so we left the shop and went to another one where wei straight away said "Boss, $75 on bo? We give you cash on the spot" and we have a good deal for that day.
We went to the eat "mua zi" and spotted something very funny which is .....

The difference between a $2 dollars and $1dollars "Mua Zi" with the same size of box, same amount yet a difference of $1 dollars and best part is only 1 storey apart from each other or less than 1mins walk and "tutu" 3 for $1 and 5 for $2 also the same detail as above but the words play the people mind. *Think "D" should know what i trying to say about the nasi lemak at C.V*

O, a proof of our receipt

party moment 2

Reach back home after my dinner at Vivo City. Here come my second round dinner which is PIZZA !!! Mom purposely aim for special day to buy pizza and eat (she prefer Chinese foods).

Just about to finish my pizza, my kaki" ah Wei wanted to celebrate my birthday at bedok blk 85 ( We just love that hawker centre) but in the same time, "W" also sms me for a very last min's meet up and that moment i was very curious because she seldom do that unless "bo bian" so i need to re-arrange the time between him and her *Headache*

Thank God for the rescue, the sky start to rain and very obvious answer is i meeting up with "W" at the station and the "silly me" reach there at 8.45pm and wait for her 1hrs plus at the control station but i didn't waste my time while i waiting for her, i pray for her safety, looking at peoples walk pass me and talking to papa in prayer*Fruitful time with him*

We went to mac and she surprise me by bringing out that book which i want for a longgg time and story con't ....

Party moment 3 ...

Party moment 1

28/2/09
Time: 10am to 7pm

Sleep at 1.00am because i watching the police drama (学警狙击)(Very nice) but during that time, i was chatting with Cheryl aka 小妹 because she last Min's not going for the sentosa event and i cannot pass her the present that i bought since last year trip in Myanmar (6months already!!). We have a nice chat over the MSN and found out that she is attached to someone from her secondary classmate to TJC *We are so happy for her and finally her love life spark again after her past relationship and that guy must be very "lucky" because she is a "宝" in our eyes.

Shared with her some life issue and what she impress is that i can remember almost every detail
from that moment to today and her last advice is "At least, there is some hope".

Woke up 7.30am and walk to Giant mega store and "silly me", they open @ 8.00am not 7.00am.
I know Shop & Save is 7.00am so i assume but is not !! Walk back home and slack for a while before going to NTUC to buy few packs of hotdog and here i go.

Reach there 10.10am. Everyone look soooo active and excited because this is our union party
for the YEP members. They bought a swiss roll chocolate cake fr my birthday *Thank you !!*
Worst part is they do something to my face because i late :O and throw me to the sea :I

Ok .. the party still goes on to party moment 2 .....

Last night, i just want to be alone with papa.
He invite me into his room and prepared 2 cups of tea and 5 loaves of bread.
We have a short chat , fellowship and prayers.
As i about to leave the room, he shout out and said "Dear Kevin, I love you"
My response is "My precious papa, I love you too"
Somehow, this is the moment i don't want to forget forever.

Written by : Towards Life