New babie shot. I'm wonder why i snap it until i saw the cross. Yesterday went to "sao mu" and pay a respect to grandma which i always mention her name in my blog ...
25 years already and only chance to see her again is in his kingdom.

Yesterday fellowship with Lo ge and Xiang. We talk about faith and cofident upon God and this thailand trip make me grow stronger because i told papa that i want to be strong minded in decision and suitation because in the past, i too used to narrow thinking which keeps me failing but things have slowly change, i must more confident than before ...slowly .. slowly he mould me ...

Xiang ask me CG question again. I'm not ready to answer and also never think about it too ...

More B/W photos.

Just scan in the b/w film. First time playing and so-so for the result ...

Am i right to give a guide of relationship? Well, I don't think I can help but only give some adult advice. *Old man advice*.

Yesterday, me and "o" were helping "An" about his decision whether to tell "ji" that he like her but the problem is he only know her just a few months only doesn't mean he really know her a lot .. Don’t understand why nowadays teens so rushing for BGR?
I’m just hope he can take things slowly, bit by bit because it will help him to open up his eyes rather than follow the flow which lead to disappointment or regret.

Stupid “o” tease me again. Same old question “When you get a girlfriend? 25 already!!”

I'm admit now !!

I’m admire someone somewhere in Singapore but looking further, there is much more commitment to face which I don’t think both of us can deal it right now…
Watashi also hoping to apply sponsorship to study … *dream*

Twist this photo just now .. too bored ... yucks....

Whole day outside, teaching HS how to capture good photography and both of us visit the SAM for inspiration and i manage to get 5 idea from the drawing which can link to photography but maynot be an easy task as it require some layout background.

I'm went to collect my b/w photos, quite happy with the result but very expensive and cost me doom.*OMG* Gota earn back the money and if not, my mom will scold me.

As this song keep playing "Cry In My Heart", i minister by this sentence.

"For what do I have
If I don't have You, Jesus?
What in this life
Could mean any more?

Reflection ......

At last, i have complete the photo for my team members and start to burn pieces after pieces right now ... is like ... 17 members x 2 pieces .. so many .. omg ...
Tomorrow go for photography again. This photo is nice but still lack of something...
Wat is it ... the detail ??

Yesterday, i went to pay a respect to my uncle wife. God test my faith because i lost my direction even thought i got a street directory with me and end up walking up and down for 20mins and finally i found the location. It's been 9 years since the day she depart and how many times i really hope to see her again even thought i know it is impossible again yet i know she is with God right now ....

Editing is fun, using photoshop is much more fun than before. You get all the funky idea when u start playing with it ... Ops ... going to teach myself Illustrator soon.

Finally, yesterday me and me (photography club member) went to this Wu Xiao Kang who snap 36 roll of film in this building and some say he die inside this building before his last roll of film been found by someone ... Well .. believe it a not .. this story is everywhere since 2007 ..

We were blessed because the gate didn't close and our mission impossible being by escape the camera area. We walk up and down taking photograph and end up i snap about 150 within 2 hrs .... He only snap 24 because is film .. *bo bian* ... Wedding project on 3 of may ..

First time volunteer to lead bible study. Feeling so nervous and scare whether i speaking the right words but we all learning together so there is no right or wrong actually. In the end of the day, is all about God words not mine ... i treasure the words more than before ... lead is fun but must have the correct attitude and motive ...

Sat, i went for photography and managed to get some nice shot after a long period of time.
The weather is so hot and not much things for me to capture in singapore ... think i need to warm up myself again .. still miss the life in changmai ... i really miss the peace with God himself...
Every night, i keep on praying for myself, my team members and children over here ...

Funny right? That day met up with HS to collect photos from her and we both bought this funny stuff... the rats... *so cute* Anyway, today we went out together and she bought me sweet with a card inside the plastic bag. Thank for your kindness... i will work hard for the repeat modules.

Thursday will be going down to "sao mou" for 2 persons. One is grandmother, the other is Auntie Betty. So fast, is another year of "chin ming jie”. One words to describe my feeling is “I’m really want to see both of you now”. So fast ... So fast ....

Good Friday. I'm must remember this special day for me because you die for me and rose on the 3rd day .... You are my Lord , my King and my Savior.

Today pass gifts to xiang , tian min , fraz and louis .. just hope they like it. Fraz pass me this book which i rememberd always ... is about Jim Elliot ... anyway i know the story ...

James Lee asked me a question and felt i really caught off guard " Which CG u attending now?"
Erm .. how am i going to reply him but just told him " not any CG"
He want to invite me to ACT 1:8 . Erm ......

Bad weather!! Yesterday i went to sleep at 7pm and wake up around 2.30am. I was prepared to go for my photography but the weather look like going to rain so i gota cancel my trip and went to sleep again. Afternoon went to school, meet up with my team members and return the hardisk to the teacher.... saw some of my x-classmate and most of them pass that modules... Left me and some of the guys repeat that module. I just feel there is a reason from God so i have to accept his purpose for me...*grow in faith*

After that, I went to city hall with rong to develop my B/W film. I'm hope to get good result for those roll of films because 1st time using B/W photo ... *ops*. We have some good discussion here and there .. i felt is our age ba ... the way we express is quite alike ..

Just print out some of my trip photos .. Nice right?? *OMG*...Rich in colors...

Every minutes of my heart keep on beating. My result is out @ 12.08am this morning and receives calls from my friend, msn msg from various classes … the result?

I’m have clear 5/6 modules and fail 1 which is physics a.k.a eng mec which is so tough for me to understand but thank God that I only need to repeat 1 modules … if not, I think I have to leave the school. The most shocking part is I got a C grade for my math *OMG*.

Plan to start my advance revision this Friday after Good Friday service so that I can prepare myself for the battlefield and main target is to get back the result. I’m don’t want to give myself stupid excuses by saying “Wrong Course” “Wrong decision” because whatever i choose, i need to be accountable to him without excuses or escape the problem *thank Miss Cher*. Tomorrow morning, i will be station myself @ city hall for morning photography .. *cool*