Somehow i felt blogging can help to trace back the person life right now whether in good or bad situation and came across a blog from an unknown lady whom is from my school cut herself because she comment “Life suck and everyday is pressure” and another one is “The course is damn sian” and many more….

How about myself? Walk into the course that I hate to do it again and “duan” through my years for that damn paper just to earn a living in the future. I’m pretty sick and tired whenever I see those damn lousy results that i achieve and am very pressure because you don’t want to repeat and neither has you wanted to walk out with that kind of grading. I’m thanks to the people whom encourage me to endure to the end but how long? My best A's are all gone forever .....

I’m did my best, do my homework, trying to understand all the damn sucking formula and theory part and in the end of those bloody hell time, I still fail my paper. What’s going on? Is it so hard to understand in my course? Is it my age is reaching? The kind of teaching method? *Piss off* It’s time to let it go and commit to his hand. A sentence that I keep reminding myself but there always limits you see and how long to go? *Tired*

Simply a berserk post i don't ever want to post again.....