My results are sucks. I'm must be honest to myself that i did very badly in my poly days and every time u heard/saw your friends getting minimum like C+ to B-, i really feel so bad to myself because i study so hard yet turn out nothing but grade that u hate to see. Compare to ITE days, you at least will get C graded but now are always D to fail and what going on dude? I’m pretty sad because losing all my A+ and B+ to D and F.
Now I don’t even stand a chance to go to university (gone case already) and guilty too because i didn’t honor my parent with all my results and lost my words too.

Sometime I just let my tears wash my face as I study until very “pek chik” and lost my anger too but “bo bian”, u have to get the paper to survive in this society. I told sis that I very tired and the answer she gave is “Endurance” and “try harder”. I’m thanking God for friends that surrounding me whom give me encouragement and willing to offer their hands.

Yesterday counseling, it did help me a bit by looking upon the centre of his plan for me. Everything I going through may sound like disaster right now but end of the day, he is faithful, concern, mould you to Christ likeness and bring u home. If anyone wants to discuss with my study or my result, i will say “can I don’t share?” even though is not a shameful issue but it going to discourage me even more than before.

I’m not ashamed to share but not from now. Planning to go trip in September to where kids are surrounding again … Hopefully this will work out this time.

Taking part another 2 contest for this year .. deadline is coming up.