Finsh 1 project discussion and left 2 assesment to do. I saw this poster from X-japan website and they got include Luna Sea to sing for the event *Omg* 4 days before 2000, luna sea disband
and 1997 X-japan disband and they are back for some rockish concert .. so good ..

The fear is back and my biggest and most dislike thing is STRESS. I'm don't like my math teacher because she teach, i don't understand always the method is Blur & Blur plus her fav quote " No need to copy". The whole LTQ is quite noisy with all the fools and idiots making fun of each other and how i wish they can just get lost or hang themselves outside the room ... Just MIA yourselves.. bunch of IDIOTS !!!.

2 more homework to do and deadline is tomorrow. I'm start to feel the heat buring up from where it is and calling people who are good in maths and eng mec to help me ... so "pai say" but "bo bian" because i weak and if i want to score, i got to seek for help and self study.

Finally, Armin release his 2008 album Imagine and is so cool .. listening to this album right now and going to give 4.9/5. Really Cool !!

Sat and Sun *update*

Saturday

Went back to school with JR and Ale for revision. Event though we are from difference courses but the noisy environment we still can study because all of us have our own devices which is PSP vs Creative vs Ipod and the color is Black vs Red vs Pink. Anyway, we did a wonderful job by study/eat/drink/sleep/music and sing? *Ops* Is me.
I'm sing very softy so nobody know and so "ma lu" if someone spotted me. *Omg*

Around 3.10pm, Ah lian a.k.a Elene Jie called me to meet her @ city hall for some chit-chat so i wrap up and "dash" to meet her. The first thing she do is "Ho Say Bo". "si zai lian" ^o^".

*Elene, you going to become victor wife in 5 month from now so u gota change a bit*

We have a very fruitful period of sharing and chit chatting and don't know why she know i still "Hate" that person which i mention before in my previous entry. Anyway, she keep on reminds me " Forgive others as the Lord forgive you" i already CTRL+C into my brain and will try to response when i saw them but must give me sometime and finally, she called me to take photo for her wedding and hopefully i already holding a 5D camera .. *ops*

Sunday

Finally or Finally x 2 or Finally x 10 ? Whatever la ...

Today, i went to church together with desiree. We use to go to church together since we board the same bus and she stay quite near my house. We sometime just crap around some issue and the "ha ha ha" sound will overflow the bus !! *Kidding*. I'm don't know why we seldom went together for quite sometime and finally i know the answer, we board the difference timing buses and bus number but never mind, i think in the near future we will more often go home together and ROAR the "ha ha ha" again. Anyway, i give her the "ang cha li" photo because is very unique

笑声+摄影 = Bus 53号巴士

She going to grad in 1 months time .. Wish u all the best and work hard.

Finally, I have send in my 6 photos for printing. The boss is so kind, he give me some tips which is helpful for printing purposes and overall cost only 18 bucks for 6 S8R photos which are very cheap in market price plus he is using Fuji crystal paper.

I have to rush back to school for revision but too late already, the time is already 2.20pm and got a concert to cover so in the end, I have to leave the study table … The event end @ 5.00pm. The one sing the "881" song .."Wu Jia Hui"

So tired right now but cannot sleep, I still have some homework to clear

Whenever i feel bored in the bus, i will do 3 things (either one of them).
First: I will pick up a book and read
Second: I will take out a paper and draw my idea or my vision for my photography
Third: This is very rare but will do it by writing a poem/song for my reflection.

It’s been a long time since I start writing a poem again and last update is April 2006 which is more than 2 years from now and last update for journal is 17-2-08. Life isn’t easy as what I compare to 10 years ago where i was a 15 yrs old teens playing around in school and worst almost turn to an unworthy child but things change where the fear strike into my heart. One day, I just want to find out who can rescue me ….and u did ….

After finish this poem, I lost my words and wonder why I still fail him? Wonder why he still forgives me? Wonder why he still loves me unconditional and finally I know why.

By this poem, it helps me to understand who is he and why he loves me forever.

Title: Who is this amazing God

Touch me. O Lord

Meet me where am I now

Bring me to this secret place where u raises me up

Where there is a spring keep flowing.

Whenever I lost, please bring me back, Father.

You know I born to be short-sighted and you know

Where am I heading too?

Yet you willing to be my light of Lamplight

Where the world stop me to see you again

I’m will cry to seek for this secret place

I am alive in this moment

In the moment, I belong….

Written by: Towards Life

Surprise, Today I want to ask “shao” to help me for eng mec (my repeat module) and I saw him walking out for the shop nearby, sneak behind him and guess what, the perfume is very strong and I couldn’t take it. Well, I told him to help me already so dead or alive I must show that “gu ru” teacher my result. Ok, stop my argument now.

Lo ge told me he show his sister my blog with all my photos *Omg* and receive praises again which I don’t deserve it after all and one encourage word which is “U are talent”. Am I? It is a gift from a mighty hand and really hopes it just keep growing ….

Since when is the last time I have such hard feeling when someone is going to leave this country for “?” year. Last time when sis went to oversea study, I just feel so sad and tears just roll down because I miss her and just now chatting with someone (secret) that she has to go oversea to fulfill her degree which I know it will happen soon but… *con’t* *Now I can understand about Fraz feeling already*

I’m will miss the days like visiting the SAM, the lost direction; eat curry puff at the old court, the stair photos plus all the long chatting. *ops, shh .. if u know who u are*

Right now, I must study hard, do great photography and went to various countries to do wedding photography just like WC and John H because I believe I can do it … Dare to Dream.

I'm so busy since the school started. Right now, i have 3 projects to do, 3 homework and 5 modules to do revision and this is my life? Not true, still have u with me always and forever...You are great, my Shepard king.

Awaiting for the last 2 events to settle before putting it to the dry cabin after my common test is over because looking at my time-table, it is so rush to deal with my homework so no time for photography for the next 8 weeks but I not surprise that my skill will drop but once I warm up again, it turn back which is kina a funny issue to me ... Looking back at all my photograph, there are 2 kinds of people which I can think of.

One is nice photo but without a story and the other is Expression and can form a storyline... Which is my style? I’m more to Expression type.

My entry photos are mostly story telling and will that impress my judges? I hope so. Later morning, I need to buy photo paper (5R) to print some photos and after next week, I will be con’t doing my “Within a Frame” project... My wish is to finish before end of May.

Yesterday have a taste of night class and is super tired. Right now, my eyes are dry and just wish to sleep a bit more but i got some stuff to do first and later i going to teach LW about event photography as he keen to learn. I'm don't know why so many people want me to teach them?

Last night, i chit chat with Miss Cher (My YEP teacher) because i saw her yesterday @ south canteen walking a bit fast and couldn't call her on time but she say she didn't and story con't ... *so funny* She KPO and ask me " Who u like ah?" because there are rumors spreading around the trip and are 2 rumors *omg*. I’m thinking who are they and i been keep low profile at Thailand so shouldn’t have such things happen yet it did *omg x2* but in the end, I ask her a lame question “Which one suit HP?” and she told me is ….

Ok, I totally agree with her view. I also will choose her … * omg x3*

Talking to Geraldine, she is my “new” friend as I don’t really know her until last Wednesday but add her friendster account like 1 year ago and seldom chat in MSN. So sorry, I don’t really know her ma!! *haha*

I think the kick off point is when she saw the title “Training for 42km run” and later camera +++ *omg x4* …. A Lot lah … don’t ask me … she is a good listener and faithful Christian for Christ.

Now, I want to aim for the winner place in the contest and strike back my school result. For the rest, I need to leave it aside and someone is holding the answer for me …

No more chain in my body.

Wed is my off day as Thursday got night class. Thank God that i found some friends that willing to go back together and study with me ... *Blessed*. The funny part is we all call "JUN" and is Rong, Jian and Hao... we call ourselves the JUN brothers. Last time during my national service time, i got Zhen Hao, Zhi Hao, Jun Hao and we are the Hao brothers and now come in a JUN brothers. Anyway, I very happy to find partners who willing to come back and help each other even thought we are from difference courses ..

So fast, 3 days in school and things are running pretty well but a bit tiring as my time-table is rushing here and there beside Monday and Tuesday having 2 hrs breaks which allow me to relax for a while. I'm going to limit myself using internet, watching TV but make use of the time for revision and self-learing just to aim my result .. The mood is back again .. just like ITE days ..
I miss my teachers over there .. they are so kind and good !!! *Miss them so much*.


Trying not to update blog so often ... let it have some spider web first XD.

To my friends and Church bro/sis:

Thank you for all your supportive heart and comments about my photos. I'm very glad that this year photo are much better than 2 years ago entry which i dare to say is outstanding. I'm won't be posting up the photos (i'm not stupid because people want to copy my idea) but will review it ONCE the entry date is over .... this is a draft idea ...

Now is 1.12am and still chit-chat with my friend. Actually there are 3 peoples talking about BGR topic in the same time and maybe i the one who bring out the previous blog topic about candy comment .. I'm just want to get some view from difference ages people thinking...

Totally difference but anyway, i have come to a stage where i just give up and commit this to his hand and say "Lord, you know and you have the ans" Am i growing up with you, Father? If so, i will be very happy.

Well, right now just want to strike back my result , save up for oversea study, own myself a 5D cam and do my photography .. i not an idea guy for ladies to consider .. don't keep saying i a good guy ..bro J ... No point de ..

Yesterday 1st time leading bible study and not fully prepared but glad they point out some factors also. I am slowly walking out of my comfort zone because i hate people to say i cannot do it ... *Judge them wrong* .. I want to honor your name papa !!!

Thank u fraz for his comment. He notices that i seldom went for photography unless event and truly my skill drop a bit esp Photoshop *OMG* but never mind , now i must get back my GPA first as what i promise to him .. God, i want to honor u again just like ITE days...

School re-opens. I'm happy because i going back to C5 with all my “si dan” and happy to work together BUT my mood was spoil by one outside friend (1st yr student) who keep on sms me for some questions here and there and MAKE me PISS OFF with him ... It like i already told him to ask the help desk people because i really don't know and he keep ask me again ... *ANGRY*. The saga start from morning to evening and my phone keep on “beep beep beep”.

The photo is finally selected by papa and he told me I did a very good job as my skill keep on growing by using the kit lens which kind of surprise. Who say kit lens cannot produce good quality photo? O, candy jie told me a very funny joke as I ask her some personal question // She say “Mostly, photographer always got lot of peoples admire!” because her husband andy actually got a lot of ppls admire ... *Serious*

She is pulling my leg… Where got people admire me leh? Ha Ha Ha …I think she is kidding.

Papa love this photo i post ..hehe

It’s weird that I have an unforgettable dream this morning. Cannot imaging it will happen to me because…….?

Well, today is our last project 2 of my YEP and so blessed to station with Cheryl.

I'm thankful because i have a chance to know her better than during the trip itself and one attractive part from her is the sweet vocal and her sweet characters and this is what all guys really looking for and quite sure she already attract guys within her zone which i cannot denied the fact .. Someone is jealous because he complain that “hor, you like her is it?” My reaction was like “Huh, What the hack?” She is my small-sister … *aiyo*

Thank for the comment Cheryl. She loves the “sunset” photo and actually is my first breakthrough photo... Ha... She doesn’t know so I must “shhhh”. I go and find the file and print one for her ... plus some design ...

Random Random shot for the past few days. A sentence came into my thought just now "Every picture in here tells a story" and that how Alex Soh wrote in his photography book. What is my desire and passion in photography?

I'm currently finishing up my reflection from the day i asking God about going to 3^rd world country and end up in chang mai trip although is not a mission trip. Still remember the selection day was like “Ok lor”. I thought really no chance already but somehow God whisper to me while I doing my QT on the few night basics

But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you (KJV) (Matt 6:33)

So surprise I was been selected. Thank you so much papa.

Last project to go before school re-open. I'm rushing to do all things by tonight and if not, i think i got a hard time to do on Saturday but little baby bible remind me “Remember to pray for his strength" and my eyes start to fix on the book again. Are we been hook up with “buz” and forgotten our daily bread with him? Hmm…

Miss Cher post this verse which make reminds me his daily promises ...

"Even the sparrow has found a home and the swallow a nest for herself" - Psalm 84:3

Countless blessing …

That day snap @ school … bo liao shots again

I'm cannot fit in every module into my time-table and got to own school one extra module. Well, i told myself this time round i must work extra harder than before and get back my result. Today went to meeting for local project 2 and also hope to see my sec- teacher again and i DID!!.

Miss Goh, it been 9 yrs already and she remember me. I'm very happy right now because she is one of the best teacher in my sec life ... Ya, she was the one whom share the gospel with me before ..hehe .. If not, i don't know who Jesus is ... This is God timing ... gota e-mail her soon.

SYPA 2008 3/6 more to go .. Thank HS for her help .. if not is much harder than before ...
Hoping to wrap up everything by this saturday ... 20 days to go ...

Love it // Hate it black and white photo. You bet it. I'm just can't stop myself edit more and more. After posting this photo, i remember ruthie told me she like black and white photo because it give a kind of difference feeling and is special if u look in a special way. Now i got to finish up my 3rd roll of film before i can see the rest of the sabai sabai photos but where to snap in singapore !?

Yesterday msg by Pastor Joshua remind us about ourselves about trusting God and do we really deeply study his word or just like half hearted like no difference from non-believer. Are we also tide up by something in our life ?? Are we really putting EVERYTHING in his trusting hand ?
I'm doubt so .... even myself trying to put my trust in him ....

Off myself to photography again. Ja Ja.

My brain just want to make a final conclusion about what i have achieve in the recent trip. I'm know most of the member's will miss that kind of life because is like "free" from city life and we know this will be like once in a life time so we got to treasure it.

Before coming to this trip or rather the day before my birthday, i was called to meet up with the leaders for a serious discussion whether should i leave the ministry since i didn't give much contribution and quite messy if i want to type out here. Anyway, i told myself i not going back anymore because so much question haven't settle and further more, i know this is part of his plan why he let it happen ...

Just read some bloggy entires by various people and one entry caught my eyes post by "T". He share about how God lead him in his working life and sound ministry plus many more .. *wow*
All the best and God be your judge brother. Amen.

I'm wish to going back to gold coast again and play all the rides *ah* I miss my LW and Superman rides *Sis know because i shout so loud and she can reg my voice* Everytime i saw that Sylvester and Taz cup with my name on it ... so happy

Inspire by what my teacher post in her blog.

Grace is not calculable like day's wages.
Grace is not about finishing last or first.
Grace is not about counting.
Grace is not earned.

Grace is received as a gift.
A free gift.
A gift from the ONE above.

"In the bottom-line of ungrace, some workers deserve more than others;
in the realm of grace the word deserve does not even apply." -- page 62
Taken from the book written by Philip Yancey

Whole day doing nothing but playing Sangoshi 11 (PC version) and learn a lot of tactics how to attack and manage your cities. I'm going to give 5/5 stars as this is one of the best SLG games i ever play since part 5....

Talking to sis and we discuss about the photos that will be sending for SYPA 2008. *Surprise* because i going to choose ah pisit photo than Naitaya photo because of some comment that my sis told me which is very true enough. Something is wrong with that photo. Sis is hoping that if i win the contest, i can send back some money as a token to them which I plan to do it too.

The above photo is that day I snap with JR and both of us woke up @ 5.00am and we have the fun … ok... We trying again soon... *OMG*

Time to take a nap .... Sleepy ...

HS want me to upload today shooting. I told her cannot and she keep saying "U selfish and nobody like u" but i counter back " I don't sell fish but a fisherman for him" and she LL.. lol ... upload one only .. the rest .. wait for me to edit first.

So tired after morning photography, i slept for 2hours before a call came in which destroy my beautiful sleep but never mind. Spend a bit of time edit the rest of the photos and here they are … Doing some simple twisting and correction …

I'm finally wake up to do the theme "Hello Singapore". Reach city hall around 6.20am, snap a bit before heading to SB just to wait for the sunrise and is so cool because this hour, the cloud start to "make" a shape. Mount my tripod and camera for standby. Around 6.50am, JR reached the site and his turn to snap.....

My mind thinking about this song "Everlasting God" by Chris Tomlin *Yippy* so cool to hear this song when u manages to see the sunrise.... Love this part of the lyrics

You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary
You're the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on wings like eagles

Prayer:
Thank u papa for whom you are, your mercy and your amazing grace just keep flowing into my heart. Thank you for watching me...

Love
Child aka Piggy