There are people that care for you and also people hate you so who you are in people eyes ?

I'm always enjoyed the "koko" section with some of the brothers because this is a time i the updates but don't want them to know what happen to me as i getting more and more silent than before.
Pretty disappointed with a lot of things happen in my eyes and it come to the a point i don't want to see, don't want to care and don't want to speak because the more i see, the more disappointed i face so why should i bother ......
What they worry is "你走太远了" and i agree i getting more and more further from daddy hands
and am i able to come back ? If only i willing to show my hands out but i not willing until now.

When will i ?

Soon .. Very Soon ....

Once i can overcome my self-centered issue, that will be a day i will go for baptism.

Right now, i still fighting with God for some issue .. unsettle issue and unclear path ...

Doing my 1st photography album. Delight , happy and enjoy doing that because it talk about some part of my life and hopefully i will get to see it in December :D.

Getting more happier than before. After learning how to manage your feeling, it help me to understand whenever things happen, it is yourself doing the own self feeling adjustment not others so if people talk shit behind you, you can either piss or cool .. Your call.

Happy ...:)

我很无情 ？我已经不是我自己？

Interesting when people commented me that way but i simply don't bother what they say since we all changes as life goes on so who give a dart shit for that ?

2 weeks ago, wx & tm ask me about "the meeting" and i told them forget it since i find it pointless as i look back because people just don't appreciate what you have done so let just don't waste time and do something more important for now.

Time to write happy stuff in this blog

Workplace co friends really funny as they not only teach you "wrong" thing but also "stupid" thing.
Anyway, i mention to my co friend that this vendor who happen to be lady that look super sporty (wear overall dust coat) look good but a bit skinny and guess what, they sabo me by telling her that i want to know her and when she come into the office .... the story being and ..... ha ha ...

Somehow i manage to wear her shoes and see a lot of things even i didn't know her well. I'm guess that my eye look thing even sharper than before after that incident and please don't let me see too much of your heart, i can dig until you fear me .............. ........ ..........

是我看到太多了还是我不想在看下去了？

Sometime, i wish i don't have this hidden skill but someone just force me to "open" and didn't expected it can be so scare than i thought because the more you know, the more you fear. I'm don't know how to explain this"很会看人“skill so just give a miss in explaining. Don't know why people love to play mind game with me because i find it pointless yet they still try their luck which i will say "Game on and you will lose".

Learn a new quote:

Don't try to push the problem you create and place it on others.
In the end, you not only get back the problem but will
be double than what you thought.