Later going to run around the tracks with my friend because i getting "gua jia" liao. I'm dislike my unhealthy life style because i eat quite a lot after all my run and cycling around my area, the feeling is sucks and terrible so time to cut down even more weight so to achieve my Gold again and got money too because i going for IPPT NOT NAPFA.

Yesterday went to see guitar at swee wee, i can only see but cannot buy and what fraz call the "gian" level isn't to my highest point at all. Maybe i very tired already after waiting for more than 3hrs+ for him so just feel want to sleep. Looking forwards to wednesday for the appointment and saturday is where the team going to china for mission work .. ha .. when is my next turn, papa?
Every moment i thinking about my trip in thailand, i just feel so excited because i want to see his hardwork again.

Just created a website for my photos .. still doing but can view a bit.

http://www.freewebs.com/photojourney/photocollection.htm

God Bless everyone ....

Common test over and now is waiting for the result to come. Many thanks to Chai Heng, Shao, Louis,Fraz, Chee Seng , Zhi Hao and Wei Xiang for keeping me in prayer and people around me silently praying for me .i may not know who are u all but thank you also.

After our last paper, my friends wana go sentosa nx Wednesday but i cannot go because got to finish up YEP board and got appointment with pastor regret about some "Question and Answer" time plus issue about whether to go back cell gp (are u hearing wrongly?) ( No you are not!). let the story con't next time.

Woke up @ 4.30am and walk to train station at 5.10am and board the first train to city hall for some morning photography. The result isn't as good as i hoping for but at least i can release my stress by taking photos again .. haha .. is joy. Quite surprise when i saw about 6-8 people already standby to take the rising sun @ Sheares Bridge but for me i took it before with rong so no point plus my bag is also very heavy include my tripod which itself is 5kg already .. ahh .. so heavy .. the rest of the photos .. i still doing correction.

Fat ge release his own photography book call "Moving Pictures". He only printed in 1,000 copies and sales in hong kong only so no chance to see his work but never mind, if i happen to go hong kong this year .. i will try my best to bring back this book.
By the way, he is my movie idol and my hero in movie.

I'm still doing my own photography books and will be releasing in Dec 08. One for daddy and one for lo ge. I'm so happy to see my own photography been make into a book ....... Dream come true ....

Chris Tomlin new album is coming out soon !!. O gosh, i have to wait for the offical release date before can do anything about it. Hopefully this time i no need to wait for 6 months like "See the Morning" album to reach singapore store. The main track can be download for free ... i got my one liao ..
















Any kind soul, if you happen to see this book. Please tell me the location because i couldn't find it at national library and some bookstores. The last time i saw it is at trump praise ......

This little friend fly into my room yesterday afternoon while i was sitting down typing out my blog entry. I'm manage to catch it and i can tell this little friend is very weak and a bit scare too .. haha ... i just offer it some water and it just a few slip only .. so sad right !!

My 2nd time encounter the same kind of birds fiy into my room and wondering where they are right now. I took a snap and bring it to ground floor and release it ... God Bless You, my little friend. Thank for the mini joy u bring to me ....
I'm miss both of u, my dear yuni and titi ... are you all still safe?? I cannot have pet in my house anymore .. ha ha ....

This afternoon, i chat with Fraz about 2 day ago dream. Seriously i was overjoyed until my tears roll down (in my dream or real life. Wondering??) because i saw her in "person" after 9 years since she depart from here and the moment she call my name, i just know and run to her like a kid. She took me for a short walk in a place and told me 2 important words "Close" and "Salvation" and the rest..*cannot remember*
In a sudden, the screen switch to a place where i was walking into the chapel and pay a respect to her but inside there fill with lot of fellow bro/sis holding the bible and singing worship song... i saw lo ge also inside. *Am i in the right place?*

The End

*Maybe, you think is a lies/fairytales, i don't bother because i believe God will allow vision to happen.*

Fraz told me Papa wana speak to you something in this dream. This afternoon, i went to the chapel and pay my respect even though i know she is with Jesus right now but whatever i pray, i believe Jesus will pass the message to her. Her role as a mother, a sister and her faith in God did impact me while I still searching who is Jesus in 1999.

The moment i step out of the place, my eye is wet and walking down to the bus stop with a burden heart telling Jesus "I'm very tried Lord, Please hold me tight". I wrote out this simple poem while on my way home.

Let go everything and trust Jesus
Lay it down and let it buried itself
Time to let it go, just let it be
A brand new journey waiting for you

Let it go, let it be …
Do not waste your youth for those emotion

Let it go... Let it be...
When morning rise, the moment you open your eyes
you know the Lord is standing beside you.

Written by: Towards Life

Tomorrow the common test battle kick off at 1100am.

After message, i went to coffee shop with the old gangs (Adam, guo liang , hui fang , yang choo and many more) to breakfast and catch up, They talking about how many cells do YA have and suddenly Adam turn to me and say "Don't know when will this lao xiong coming back and join us?". I'm didn't give a response and one brother asked me "How long u left the place?" 6 months already or 1 year already... *lost count*.

Shao ge come and we went back to church for revision. Spend about 3hrs teaching me my repeat module and later have fellowship and same question been ask again “Are u still in cell group?” I’m told him my honest answer and my reason. Honestly, this question is not new to me, not old to me either and I can tell a lot of people been praying to God to open up my heart and go back. A kind of "convinces" hoping i will just go back and support them but but ....

Should I go back? Should I switch cell group? Papa, please give me an answer ...

Found a person that can teach me guitar, finally a long waiting ... but need a guitar
now. My dream is to play this song "From Where You" from lifehouse with Denis
*Ah girl, are u reading now?*

Xiang Xiang also learning guitar, la gi best ...hurhur

3 months to exam ...

Buay Ta Han liao. I'm just grab it out from my dry box and do some shooting. The skill didn't drop but my hand is a bit rusty as usual. The shooting is nice !? I don't know.



My favourite vest because got Canon and EOS words on both chest but it belong to my daddy and camera is my favourite SLR 888 which i bought along for my trip in Thailand using black and white film. The only thing belong to me is the name card.












I'm love to capture object with shadow because of the reflection and ideas for my next shooting.












My Final shot for the day. Love the twist of color with a simple Composition

Saw these questions from Denis blog so i try and do for fun.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse or they will get bad grades. (Don't see how this can affect me xD, my grades are bad already lol)
These people must state who they're tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game and send it to other people.

-If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
HAH! She ......

-If you could have a dream come true, what would it be?
Hmm... i want to go cambodia to do my photography.

-Would you want to live forever?
Well, no goal also no point

-Are you confused about what lies ahead of you?
Definitely -What's your ideal gf\bf like?
I must go with Loves God Wholeheartedly

-Is it more blessed to love or be loved?
To love. I will give my best as what Jesus give to me.

-How long would you wait for someone you really love?
As long as God's timing is concern.

-Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
Well, i think is my brother issue

-Would you rather be a single & rich or married but poor?
Single rich ...

-What's the first thing you do in the morning?
Stop my mobile Alarm.

-Would you give all in a relationship?
Money? Time? etc .. please define

-If you wanted to do two things at once, how do you decide what to do?
Which is more important ....

-What type of friends do you like?
Erm ..Those that i can chat with!?

-Do you have a pet?
How i wish i can have a tortoise right now .. they look cute to me

-What type of friends do you dislike?
Those needs a lot of attention

I'm haven't touch my "nana" for the past 3 weeks because common test is coming and no time to bring it out for shooting but looking forward to this Saturday photo shooting, my "high" feeling hit to the max because i back to my passion with my gears.*Ty Papa*

Thank CS for helping me to purchase the born into brothel with the photo book which cost less than $50 (actually is $49.50 :P) and save shipping to Singapore and many more costly fees. Anything that i spend for surely is worth it. This show i watch more than 4 times mean how many time my tears just roll down because not only touch my heart as a photographer but reality for these kids born in that area,that place
Many stuff to share but think i will write it after my exam .. Sept ..

Just finish up my rest of the year planning but God holds his plan for me:

Study God words much deeper understanding (Grow up)
Pray for Salvation (A lot of them)
Finish up JP newsletter (70+ copies from now)
Clean up my room ( Time to put into the brown box)
Buy and learn to play acoustic guitar (found a video teach me on the spot)
Upgrade my desktop computer (Photoshop and UGX program)
42km Standard Chartered 2008 (School sponsor)
Travel to malaysia (Sepang) for motgp 19-10-08 (With Daddy)
Finish up 2 photography books (Life Journey aka Within a Frame) & (Bundle of Joy)
Try to go oversea attachment (Do it again)
and Etc ...so many but he is in control.

Found this photo .. o man .. is that me ?? SO FATTY yet sis say VERY CUTE !!!

6 more months to December and is another year of baptism. Bro T asked "Are u ready?"
I'm keep counting the year pass by, every year reflection in my journal and kneeling down in front of the cross with a simple question "Am i?". I'm shall keep to myself 1st

Guitar ah !! Where am i going to find one right now even i now have a video that teach me how to play but that old rusty "Gloria" no longer with me since last year as the wood is gone case so i throw away. Papa, will u provide me? I'm hope to do something during my holiday beside finish up 2 photography books for this year. Keep waiting ...

Found a shop that allow me to customize my photo cover page. Anyway, i so excited to receive the book when it is done but it will all happen in december because right now need to change my desktop as spoil already so cannot use photoshop for nearly 7 months.

Back to school for revision with my bunch of friends.Awesome ...

I just cry after watching this ...
Jesus Christ, you are so good to me ..always and forever.

Monday BBQ with my team members from the YEP group. I'm must say this is our reunion party since we step back to Singapore in march 2008 and many of us start to lack of contact each other so i felt this is the best time to make us united again so once again, thank you for the party guys and really eat a lot until i must train even more.




This is my xiao mei aka Cheryl. Our cute and sporty lady in our team.
Nice gal as i mention before .. hope she is doing well ...^^




JJ, Pris, Pam, Beng, YT, Seetha, Myself, Cheryl and Moses








This is real funny. We play our role as the "Journey to the west" novel during the trip and we are back again. I'm play as the 3rd disciple name "Sha Shen". *so funny*.






This is our 95% full strength.

Missing guys are " Parwin, Alesia , Kenneth , Miss Cher , Pearlyn.

I'm really miss the fun and tears over there ... Somehow i miss the "home".

Weekend update 2/2 post

Saturday

I went to collect my reserve book and is Valentinto Rossi, one of my favorite riders in Moto GP and a lot of people don't know how i get my Christian name "Kevin" from so i shall share a bit of the hidden secret. When I was born, my dad got that name from a rider and so how I have it... ha-ha... Ok I know is lame but is true ^^”.

O wedding again ... haha .. ok .. i love the deco and the idea for a wedding.
Snap a photo with my brothers ..are we handsome ? haha ...












Send mommy to airport as she going oversea for holiday and for the next 2 months,
I got to cook/iron/clean the house/ change bed sheet by ourselves and how important mommy love but ok la, I mean we are so old already …

Sunday

Today message is really back to basic and I one of the 5 appear in the PowerPoint because God always remind me during my quiet time and he is very serious whenever i do something wrong which sometime tears just roll down but after that, he will cover me with his love that nobody can give to me … I love you Papa and Jesus.

Weekdays update 1/2 post

I'm finally met my pen-pal. After waiting for more than 4 years, she came to Singapore for short vacation. I'm just so nervous when i saw her and wondering what topic should i start first ? Ha ha but we end up talking crap and we eat/talk/chat yet we both forgot to take photo together. What a day ...
I have to wait for the next round which is ... long way to go ...

Thursday is the worst day for me. There are 2 class quizzes and 1 presentation to deal with but thank God because the 1st paper i almost lost my 7 mark question but last 10 minutes, i remember everything which is really a blessing and "chiong" everything and pass up within the time.

The 2nd paper is more blessed because is OPEN BOOK !! OMG, i was so happy and faster use the formula and deal the question that asking for BUT when i submit the question, my lecturer ask me a question "Why got extra arrow?" and ...... -_-||.
2 marks gone because of my silly mistake but at least is open book so don't complain too much.

I'm watching the clock hits 6pm because her flight is 6.30pm depart to Hanoi and later transfer back to Germany. The most sadness part is i cannot send her off but never mind, i believe she will be coming back again ... When ... @.@ 1st.

Presentation come and is our turn. I'm did my best so did my partner and suddenly my teacher say "stop" and *silent for a moment*, she say the idea is interesting and give us more suggestion for our design which boast my motivation...In the end, i believe we score well and thank God for everything ....

Friday is even worst. Facing 1 presentation and 1 quiz but this time round, the presentation isn't a good one as the previous day, i slept at 3am just to wrap up everything with one of my team members.
Well .. it over but the math quiz is easy and i did score .. base on answer ..

Search me where I am
Tell me where I should go
Holding the cross and wait for you.
I place my trust in you x 2
All i need, All i do, i trust in you

I wrote it after my QT. Just now have a chat with sis with an issue and after the discussion, i make my decision that i not walking back the field for the next ? years depending on when God send me back. After all these mess, people will still comparison and i cannot fit in so just walk out and take "Valkyrie" and "Na Na" out of town to finish up my passion. Amen Lord.

Finally meet mai today, more update this saturday.

Common Test Time - Table

I'm don't like to have 2 papers in a day ><" and it happen !!


23-6-08 Math 1100 - 1230

25-6-08 China and India Study 1400 - 1530

26-6-08 Mechanical Design 0830 - 1000

27-6-08 Eng Mec (Repeat Module) 0830 - 1000

27-6-08 Thermofulid 1400 - 1530

Study now .....

Please pray for me .. Poor Child need wisdom and strength by papa

2-6-08 ---> Sem Project Presentation

3-6-08 ---> Prepare for thursday test

4-6-08 ---> Meet up with Mai (4 yrs penpal) and Mec Design presentation re-herseal

5-6-08 ---> Eng Mec test and Mec Design presentation

6-6-08 ---> Math test and China and India Study presentation

7-6-08 ---> Sending Mommy to airport

Thank for all your prayer support.