Truth

"This is passion" said bro Fraz

As i keep looking back how i started from film to digital life, there are so many changes that i couldn't imaging how i do it nor how i have such artist idea which always make me wondering all the time but this is a skill/tool that given by him and i wish to teach others just like "Zana Briski" founder of "Kids with camera" but ... not possible as from now ....

Somehow, i wish to see you right now ... i miss u so much ....

Lost Memories

Trying out new program and new tools. I'm love this program because it allow me to publish at website without register the program or their product which is awesome. So fast, 2008 is coming to the end and what will it be in 2009 ? I have my plans but what God plans for me ? *No idea*.

Just came back from pasir ris beach. I'm found a nice spot where i can sit down there without people "disturb" me ..... I told God some issue that happening during 2008 ..... A lot a lot .......
Ok, i need to sleep liao ... too tired ... *cao*

Yesterday, i went to see a doctor for my leg and thank God that the injury isn't serious so by next Monday, i should be able to resume all my fitness exercise.

Last night, rong send me all the photos that have me inside the SSH and only 2 of them are v.nice so decided to do some editing plus the video of how i climb into the house which is really FUNNY !!! *Thks for recording*.

Just finish southen cross project with GL cell members. I'm pretty enjoy myself by giving the mainland tourist peoples with the package contain the bible and some other useful infomation, even thought some of them rejected but i guess God is working in their heart :D. After that, we went to MS for lunch, have fellowship. It's so funny when they start the topic of "Which star is handsome/beautiful ... I say "钟楚红" because she is beautiful ... *story con't*

钟楚红 and 周润发 are my fav in the 80's.

Christmas day. For some people is celebration but for me, i have my most boring Christmas day for this year because i go home after church service and no interesting places for me to visit so decided to go home after that. Although got people chio me to go "E & A" house with the rest but i guess, i not keen to go too so still the same decision "Go Home and Sleep". *What a boring life*

Maybe i have a weird hobby and that why i cannot "click" to some people. How weird? I love to go abandoned houses to do my photography so is it weird? I'm believe a lot of us don't dare to explore such location beside pro.photographers who is very "garang" and i one of them :D. I guess this is me and myself with my wido idea in life. This is the shot from that day in SSH house. Thks R and A fr tapping along.

Tired yet happy about yesterday trip in SSH and HPV. I'm must say SSH is a very challenging place because they lock up all the entrance to prevent people going in but it doesn't work for us as we found a hole that can leak us into this huge mansion and many thank to "R" for recording down a video to proof our ninja skill did work by squeeze into this damn small hole and we look like "貞子" coming out from the television ... *Gosh*.

The whole building is covered with 90% of greenish color which really freak us out but we dare to explore room by room so if you wondering how bad it is, 2 photo proof everything and is non-edited for your information. *Photo Copyright by A.P.K.L* *Don't ask me the location* * Both photos is me not spirit*

My time, My world





















Let's go VEG















Silent Night





















Awaiting

Apart or love















My only shelter

Within a week, i have bring nana and nanami 2 times to enjoy the breezing feeling at pasir ris park and is awesome whenever i step into the beach even thought is very dirty (must confess) yet is relaxing like playing an instrument at the place.

Last Friday, i was looking @ people playing the kite and i start to remember about the kids in Myanmar which i really misses my time over there and praying that papa will send me back again. After that, i met up a friend who needs my ears becoz.....
Overall, i felt i didn't provide much help for the person but at least i know papa is there to be with me and train me how to deal with difference kinds of problem.

Sunday morning, D.W.W.X is been baptism and we are very happy for him but right now, i waiting for his “xi 9” which I guess  about 3 years – 4 years later (age catching up dude).

Evening time, I wanted to ride to changi area but looking @ the time is about 5.15pm which is a very bad timing so half way, make a U-turn and decided to go P.R.P again. It’s a beautiful moment that I treasure the most because I can spot his footprints!!

Receive a past client mail for my face book account and can’t remember who he is because is like 3 years ago when I still doing my mini business …but I happy he like my photo :)

Hi Kevin,

Thanks for adding. Hope you still remember me, back then from Daiforum, I still enjoy the stuff (CDs and posters) you sold me, Ayumi Hamasaki for life :) And it was a pleasure to do business with you.
How's life treating you? I'm going to browse your photos for a bit; I just love photos's and all around them.

Have a nice holidays,
Frantisek "Patrician" Janak

Later, i think i going to bring nana out to the beach area since my right leg is 90% recover but still can feel the painful feeling but thank for praying (if you did). Ahh, i just love electronic dance music when i really need to "boast" my mind for ideas, projects and photo editing. Just now, i have throw away about 3kg of papers and next week bringing over 30 titles of movies to cash converter for money since we no longer watch them nor want to keep dust at my shelter too. *Yucks, i hate dust*

I'm kind been hook by this drama "溏心风暴之家好月圆". It's not like "真情" but it just make u want to find out next after next although is a family show but it really good until i one day "chiong" 5 ep *Thank sis for the disc* .. Tonight should be holding flo to master the "You and Me" song and next one will be my fav song "Enrai" by D.A.I......

Anything to say abt this yr deco? Yeah man, you bet it. I'm must say the deco are "suz" and cannot believe by myself that each year is getting bad to worst so what next? Worst to cannot make it? Perhaps i have set myself a personal world record for yesterday shooting because i walk less than 100 steps from the station, i give up for the shoot and U turn, go home. What day for me.

I'm just can't wait next Tuesday to come because rong and myself will be going to A.houses @ 2 difference location which i cannot mention due to security issue but not to worry, we will be back in one piece. *Promise*

This is my lastest shot plus some editing and there are more but i guess, i want to keep it as a secret for my "winding path" photobook. *Cao*

i having a bad injury at my right feet so need more rest as from now. Just came back from photography tour around in singapore and snap a lot of nice shot plus spot some new area around little india and town area. I don't think i want to upload all my photo to blog *lazy* ....

2 movies i wish to watch right now *Only available in USA*. What to do ??




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Just finish reading the book about "Wedding album Design and Sales". They have some great design and layout which is good for a memorable wedding photo album and just now having breakfast with dad and he shared with me about yesterday wedding he attend. He told me how the photographer snap and his equipment which is not very pro and etc etc ... *I keep laughing*.

It's always lies on the PHOTOGRAPHER not the EQUIPMENT and people tend to mislead by the words and always point finger to their camera which why you buy so x in the first place yet you don't know the basic concept of a pro camera ?

Nana is faulty again and pretty scare when it announced "Sorry, my service end here". Don't until i buy a new camera .... T.T"

Talking about next year wedding, i have selected 2 finest music that will be used in their wedding slide show .... I'm wish to be the main photograper but no chance and i miss my golden one for Da Jie aka Elene one T_T. Hope God will provide for me ... in the near future ...

Attach with flo almost the whole Saturday afternoon but the feeling is awesome when myself, flo and God is inside the room worshiping him with songs that i mastered and many thank to bro T for his wiliness, time + effort to teach me. If not, who will come and teach me!

Maybe I should just go for a visit. Just now, I went into the service room and have a short chat with sis Shirley and was surprise she knew I not in any cell group for a very long time so I assume bro guo liang told her about it but because of their sincerely, i decided to go for a visit soon. After service, most of us went to coffee shop for fellowship and everyone start to ask me about “How your run?” “Wa, you very crazy man 42km leh” and forgot who commented by saying “Siao lan go one” *LOL*. Well, i don’t know why this year so many people took parts this event but at least most of the people completed the race :). Slowly, I went to BP with bro T and also visit wen at his working place and told him about my study condition and more …ya … my very close friend in life ….

Ok …. Sleep liao .. tomorrow orchard road photography ..here I come …..

1 more .. COOL DUDE.

Last paper for the day and close shop for 2 weeks before school re-open in mid December. Yesterday, i just called my ITE teacher Mr W.x.x because me and some friends plan to go back and visit them but sad to say becoz next week is holiday so no teachers will be in school @ all so quite disappointed. Another thing he told me that he currently on leave becoz his mom just pass away *Sorry to heard that* but i believe his mom is with Jesus right now :).

I wish i already die. Sorry to say such irresponsible words but i have my own reasons.
Maybe i now facing depression illness or perhaps i don't know what going on in my life but is very lost, very unknown what's next ? and regret after regret with things that i facing.

How long to go? Nobody knows but time will tell everything...............

Just now chat with my teacher about her timing for the SC marathon and guess what, she took 4hr 51Min's and 17 secs to completed the race. I'm must train harder in order to get such timing but next year, i confirm going for 21km since yong wana me to be his pacer.

1 more paper which is on Thursday and Friday sending Mr seng to airport for his oversea work which make me wonder when will be our next coffee session? Maybe someone beside us knows about it ^^. All the best dude. *Get me some power Gel !!!*

Maybe this weekend, i want to go town area to take photograph. It's been a long time since i go there and now is christmas period so the timing is perfect. Another news is about my past projects that i delay will be all cancel and combine into one call "The winding path". More info coming up.
Study time ..*cao*

Damn happy right now. I'm manage to see my photo and is like SO FAST !! Less than a day, i got to see my photo plus my timing of 6:31:28 which is slightly improve compare to last year 6:52:16 timing. Love it !!!

I'm tired after the race and went back home with the shirt, the medal and the tag. To be honest, this is not my best race ever for such event because i didn't train much so next year, i must push it to my limit but before that, please clear my IPPT first *Sucks*.

Dad complain again saying "why you cut yr hair so short?" and personally i don't like to keep my hair long because of hygiene reason and my look, o well .. i know it going to be ugly with my short hair but i don't really care how people look @ me


Mr. Muttley is very proud with the medal that i achieve.
















Every race paid a price, i now suffer some muscles cramp plus possible old injury strike back.

Time to sleep. Tomorrow is marathon and taking part in 42km again but this year will be a bit tough due to lack of training and stress level in school work. Anyway, my number tag is so nice "17171" and sound like "brotherhood" meaning .. i like it.
















Orange aka my asics shoes will be serving it last service for me because the shoes base is about to spoil and time to change a new pair but it did serve me well so go for asics shoes.

















I'm decided to paste Mr. Muttley @ my shoes because Mr Seng cannot join me. This is not act cute but to encourage me to keep on running and finish it.





















Well. I'm already know nobody will come so i decided not to bring my phone along and wish that someone will take photo for me yet disappointed by the replies....
Anyway, i go and sleep liao. Nite

I'm very disappointed with myself for today 2 killer's paper because i believe non of them will pass so it means, i going to "kill" myself very soon. If anyone ask me about my result, can u all kindly spare me even thought my face doesn't have any expression yet my heart is very hurting.

Give me a break. Have been suffering for almost 2 years in poly without knowing who am i actually
Why must i torque myself like that ? Is this all i have in the end of the day?

I'm just wake up after a good 4hrs rest and later 9am will be my 1st nightmare paper. Today study from 8am onwards and in between got a lab test which i make a big mistake and cost me to lose mark *sucks* Gosh, why i didn't change the code name and if i did, i have score full mark liao.

Pretty amaze by this music that give me a peace heart and i been repeating it for more than 100 times *no joke* and it still works. I pray to God and say "Papa, your will be done" because this is my final chance and that it, close case.

Some people think is waste time if u didn't get yr dip in the end of the day but i told them that this is life journey, there is down and there is up so no one knows the future. U can be promoted to a CEO today but tomorrow u face an fatal accident ...... Time up. Got to go back and study ..cao

1.00am !!

3 news to shout out.

1) I'm just receive pastor Michael (Myanmar) e-mail and i pray God will open the door for me to visit/help them in 2009. I will like to share what he write for me and please pray along with me.

Dear bro.Kevin
Sweet December greeting to you!
How are you and when will you come back to Yangon,Myanmar.
thk. u for your love for Myanmar.please remember us in your prayer and
try to participate in Tender Love Ministry as much as you can.
May your christmas be filled with Joy and blessings more than
before.hope to hear your kind reply soon
Serving His children with you in Myanmar
Always with Love and prayes
Michael

2) I'm decided to pick up the role as sunday school teacher. Have been thinking for a long time and God re-assure my decision so follow the faith. *Still learning*

3) IYF(International Youth Fellowship) just send me an application form for their volunteer workshop but i cannot go because is my common test week so i got to give a miss this time. :(
I really hope to go and learn something from them .. fellowship, pray , games ..

Jus love this music keep on repeating inside the study room and feel so relax right now. *The one @ my blog now*

Just chat with "T" 2 days ago and we have our fruitful chat although we always bump each other @ blk P before is like a 1min's chat only *ops* so i decided to ask him about his school work and also the ministry he involve in but sad to say, he decided to leave because of some unhappiness issues in the ministry so i ask him why and reasons is ........ *con't*

I'm must agree 1 of his reason is because this issue happen to me before when this particular brother who is quite annoying and love to "zi siao" people which i can understand this maybe fun BUT please set a limit because not everybody like it. "Tai Guo fen le". I don't want to mention who is it neither where it happen because 1 words can leak out the person identity and the ministry.

Maybe 1 of my wish inside the "JurJur" will come true. Recently, i just receive an update newsletter from corrinne may that she might held a concert in Singapore but depend on her schedule first and who want to go if there is one? I can only pray that it will happen and just bought this album that produced by her husband. *Very cooling music*

Time up, i got to go back school for my final quiz plus study until library close. *Cao*

Today Children's ministry is challenging because we got to handle p2 and p3 together. After that, we have our year end meeting for our level only. I’m must really thank to sister ai choo for doing all the "mu hou" things that people don't see plus lacking of Sunday teacher is also a challenging issue for her to face now *Thank you so much, sis*

Ah wei asked me “If you teach, will that affected you study if u smoothly go to year 3?” I do agree it will actually affect me a bit but what today sister bee jin words encourage is us is our strength comes from the Lord so even though we don’t have enough manpower yet God will still try way to help this ministry. Amen.

In my deepest of my heart, I really pray for people to join in the ministry. I don’t know how to express in words but one thing for sure is this ministry always makes me look back who is God and why he put me here.

*Thank you papa and Jesus, your love is amazing.*

Piglet need to walk down the street with his papa hand.....

29/11/08

U guys really make my day happening. Anyway, i just came back from my secondary school gathering and damn happening because i get to see all of my classmates. Most of them have change in size , style and some going for private degree courses which is so happening. Gosh, i love it. Our last meeting is 2007 April when i just step into poly * 1 yr plus ah*

Went to this restaurant "Breeks" at MS. I'm order the Baked Chicken Chop because it look quite big and juicy to me and turn out ...

















Damn small la !! Me and Wei was like "What the crap?" This dish cost us 13.90 and if i went to bedok that famous westen shop, i can order 2 plate + side dishes. Ok, we just feel disappointed but i not the worst, David chicken curry cullet is even small than what we see *LOL* Price is the same but amount is .. haha ... so funny.

















This is "TTL aka D". He always chio me go down drink coffee in the past but now is ah wei and myself. Busy guy and we all waiting for him to settle down plus he even ask me to take photo for his wedding but i told him that i want to be his "chiong sua" brothers on that day. Quite a lot of them comment about my photos is very pro standard : ).
*Holding his b'day photo in 2004 while i going to ord soon.*

















We did snap a lot of photos but i think i just post this family photo is good enough. They are my die hard "kaki". 13yrs of friendship keep going strong : )

Life goes on. Deeply sorry to heard that one of the Singaporean been held as the hostage been killed during the fight against the terrorist in mumbai’s Oberoi Hotel and she is only 28 years old with bright future and possible just started her own family just few years ago.
Sorry to heard that.

As i typing right now (6.10am) because i couldn't sleep for no reason so i decided to open "toshi", listen to Kavin Hoo piano songs, relax myself and my heart hint me to pray for a few minutes and i do. The converstation with papa is more than enough .....

Just feel that it will be good to be alone for a while .... ya .. i feel that way

Books. Anyway, i have stop buying them since i can easily borrow from the library. Library is like my 2nd bookstore but load for free *hehe* and problem now are not only expensive but also the space require from our room. I'm think next year, there will be 2-3 bags of rubbish to be given to other people since we not using them anymore ... *FREE from dust*

It's good to look back the basic foundation that set by God so i decided to reserve 2 Max lucado books ^^ and is new *2007 publish* so no need to buy but borrow from library ...





















Love "creamy" photo compare to shot and develop. 2 things haven't been doing for quite sometime which is "bring nana out for photography" and "Flo need to master some songs". I just can't wait for the 2 weeks break to come so i can bring nana out for photography rather than staying inside the dry box without some nice snap. As for flo, tomorrow will buy a tuner to tune it.

Next year, i should be able to set-up my own website and beside that, i must pass my papers.
Gosh, 6 days to test .... must be a tough time again ...but then, i facing a tough time now..*stupid*

Papa,

I'm looking at myself at the mirror today. The more i look at it, the more i felt i have slowly change back to the "old" person that no longer want to desire about God words, the heart is dying but why this "rubber band" won't untied itself from my feet but will keep on pulling me back to where Jesus is and he will give me a big smile , big hug and willing to cry with me when i feel very depressed.

As i trying to describe my feeling right now, i just wish to be silent for a while. Maybe a good listening ear will help but .......... .......... ......... ......

Little piglet is walking v.tired and slow.

Waiting for my salary to come so that i can return someone else money. I'm wondering why we must wait for the magazine to be on sale then we receive our salary? 100 bucks nia and make me wait for solid 2 months, isn't that a joke? Next time don't work for them, 1 word for them = Sucks.

Lesson end at 1pm. I'm decided to walk around my old house area and walk pass all the shops like video store, mini market , fruit store and etc etc ...most of the bosses are still the same and some already close down their shops long ago but still remember what they sell actually :P. Maybe i should bring "nana" to capture those classic area as i used to go there often ..... 12 yrs..

Recently, my teacher asked me wanna go back for other YEP project but will see how the thing goes as nothing is confirm yet and my reply is a big yes !! I'm love to go back such places and hopefully this time is Cambodia .. a place where i wish to capture photo.

Receive my common test timetable. I'm already expected something like that will happen again and my feeling is right, next Friday i got 2 killer papers TOGETHER. *GG* so 9 days to kill everything before marathon and is not easy as what i heard from my lecturer.

Eng mec and thermo @ 5-12-08
Robotic @ 11-12-08

Anyway, jer share with me this blog and wondering why this lady wana cut herself until .....
If u are not comfortable with such image, please "ma gei kian" or "act hero" .. no nonsense ....

http://www.xanga.com/xXi_cry_crimson_tearsXx

I don't know why she want to do that but for sure, she is not Singaporean as jer told me. Sometime i don't understand why they want to do that to themselves ... is life so "cum"?.

Tonight I will be dancing with you.
Been waiting for this moment has finally come, how excited am i.
Every time I think about it, I just want to dance with you.
Because with you, I not scare of anything,
even death comes right now.
How sweet it is, been able to dance with my savior all daylong.

Well Done .... So true .. So real.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_9K10eL4Mg

A bit moody today. Perhaps, it is time to go back to that place where i always have my beautiful moment with Jesus because he know i will go there whenever i want to be alone.
Just read Psalm 91 (Psalms for young children) and fall in love with this beautiful
translation for their understanding.

When I trust in God,
it's like being wrapped
in a warm blanket.
With God on my side,
I am not scared of anything----
not during the day,
not during the night.

Today board bus 81, i saw that wedding shop (one of my favourite) have end their business. I'm was sad because they have the nice photos ( saw a bit from their portfolio) and now .....is like... no longer there anymore ....

Happy Birthday, my cousin aka Ester !! God is good all the time. You've grow up !!

Morning is always the best choice to go for cycling because low traffic and not much people @ the park plus beautiful morning created by the Lord !! Amen. I'm wake up @ 6.30am and out within 15mins ..... the weather is so good ... gosh .. all the S course and straight plus curve .. haha ..sould like riding a moto gp ..erm ... i love it.

Just came back from library and manage to borrow some good books from Tampines branch because pasir ris branch don't have the books i want and lack of magazines too so no choice but to travel a bit further down as to fullfill my "wants".

Ah Wei called me around 9.05pm and chio me for coffee break again : ) so we happliy went to YK (white sand) and enjoy our converation plus a few updates about our lifes plus i told him that someone finally found her 祝福 which he know who am i refering to but i guess, this is life as there always an up but also a down yet God is faithful but first, we need to "talk" to him through prayer. Papa, it took me soild "x" years just to put down this burden in my life ... is it worth it?
After that, we went to giant supermarket and i bought this show !! Finally, after 2 yrs of hunting and here you are .... i love fai ge shows ... O.. 12.09am ..sleeping time ..

OMG !! Many thank to my sis. She bought for me the ...
















What is that !? The answer is ...
















"Si bei gao luck" I jus love it.

If a question can make me PISS OFF, it shows how much i put in the effort by trying to solve and is eng mec quiz question ..Dar it...

Today, Jer and me stay back after robotic lab and do revision for this quiz and make both of us hungry + angry because we manage to solve part1 and 2 but not 3 *suck* Now i trying hard to solve it ..... hmmm ... *red bull pls*

Forgive me !! Nowadays, i been downloading all the oldies and classic songs that are in the 80's and 90's era and guess what, i found all the songs i used to listen in the past and is like *WOW*. Anyway, i haven't listening to radio like 8 years already and wondering when is the last time i turn it on ;x.Erm...don't ask me what chinese or english pop because i don't really know .. haha .. low class right !? Anyway, shut up and back to my study table

Finally, you found your 祝福。我为你感到高兴.
As i start to look back the years right now ...
i still remember how you pray to God inside the school hall
It so sweet and the flow coming back again.. once again into my mind...

Memories ... It's like River Flows in You.

1 issue is settled. Last week or maybe i should make that decision earlier so that nobody is waiting for somebody to come home but anyway, God is good because he give us freedom of choice in life and perhaps this is the "most" honour decision that require me to give up my everything for Christ as i didn't want to disobey him but to honor him so decided to wrap up the "storybook".

Personally, i like to keep it in a secretive way so that nobody able to break this "code" in my blog but all thank to the people around me ... ya .. is their encouragement makes the difference.

1 unsettle issue is back to the table.This time round,i willing to share out because quite a lot of people knew about it so there aren't anything to hide for. Last Sunday, ah da ge ask me
"Hey lao xiong, when u coming back to cell group?" My answer is "I don't know"

Have i forgotten everything already? What is cell group means to me? What is peers support?"
Haiz, how bad am i right? Guo Liang is kind enough to share with me his exp and invite me to his cell group. Should i try or should i say no? Ah da ge is hoping i can find one and nest it ... hmmm..

Gosh. I won't want to think about this after my common test ... sorry pal .. 1 by 1 for my brain.

Jeremy Camp - There will be a day

Very moody and random post that i wish to write it down before i forget when i come back here.

6 years have past. I'm still wish u still with my side, my dear titi because i couldn't forget that morning and the period of suffering you went throught that make me feel painful and sadness as a master of yours. I really treasure the period of time when u and yuni in my house and always remember yuni love to crawl @ my feet and u always so shy, waiting down there, give me a look and jus wait for me to come to you......This is memories ...i will treasure....

Everytime i think about the moment i saw u fight against the illness, i will remember how auntie betty fight agaist the liver cancer and her battle spirit ... well is already 9 years since the day she depart from this earth and back home.

Sometime i ask Jesus, will my dear titi with you in kingdom of heaven? *Random thoughts*

Rest In Peace, my dear friend and my dear pet
14/11/2002

Marathon left 25 days from now. This year race will be quite tough because Mr. seng is not running along with me and is kinda sad and disappointed plus nobody come and support you *I knew it long time ago* Well Well Well ........... What to do ...

This year, i will choose aly and fila mix + Above and Beyond music for my 42km run. It's work well for me to burst my limit and Muttley sticker will be paste @ my shoes *kawaii ne*






Common test is 3 weeks from now so prepare for killzone. I'm won't be back in action after my common test ... Gosh ... need a good rest.

I'm have to be patient while i waiting
Even moment is a painful memories
yet every steps teach me to be faithful.
How long, my Lord?
How far must i go?

Getting tired again.
Depressed by things happen around me
Change ... Change ... Change ...
Full-Stop.

I'm so happy to see the 2008 result and pretty sure Armin have been doing a fantastic job in his ASOT radio show. Finally, i saw PVD is back to the top 3 seat again and many more like Ferry Corsten, Markus Schulz , Above and Beyond .... ..... .... .... ....

Most of my friends don't like this kind of electro music which kina hard for me to find a "kaki" that share about but it ok.....

Many things happen for the past few weeks and whether is good or bad, i need to stand firm myself and face them one by one just like the movie "Facing the big giant" is something that inspire me not to be afraid because he already won the battle for me .....







It's very scary when u start to ask yourself "Where is God". Somehow i wish this question don't come back to me but i know it will keep on coming back again and again so what next ? ....














Last Saturday, the guitar lesson is a brand new challenge for me to face .. ha ha .. change the way i use to hold it neck but i did well for the Chris Tomlin song !!! I'm so happy ^.^. Anyway, this is Flo ( my guitar name) and my lovely goodnight bear. Flo have been damn good from the day i purchase it home and it can "talk" to me too .. ha ha ..Damn crazy over this lovely Flo.

Talk? I mean it can reminds me that God still love you until today so remember his love for you.
Hmmm .... ooo ...12.04am ... siao .. sleep liao.

I'm have 2 dream teams

They are my SABAI SABAI PROJECT dream team

Chin and Eejie @ china for this FYP.
Shiwei having his attachment
Suzhen and Yanting busy with year 3 stuffs
Pam busy with TEP
Alesia and Cheryl having their attachment next week
Pris Seetha and Parwin busy as nurse
Beng Pearlyn and Nana busy yr 2 stuffs after TEP
JR JJ and Myself busy with school work.

These are my Myanmar Dream Team

Da ma and Xiao ma busy with their job because they are teachers.

Chris going back to Myanmar next month where he will be leader and focus on delta area.
Freida is a doctor and currently study her spec area.
Sonia is a student and still have 3 years to go.
Myself !? Ha Ha ... ok .. as usual.

We are meeting up soon !!!

I'm don't understand why Singapore TV broadcast don't wana buy Japanese drama anymore and always buy those either not nice or cheapskate production. Anyway, I have found a way where i can find all new jdrama and hkdrama ...*heh*.

Anyway, sis recommends me this show and is Dxxx Dxxx nice drama because you really want to whack that hentai guy of how he treats his girlfriend by beating her and bloody hell, i HATE GUY whacks lady ok!! IT'S HENTAI!! "Pian Tai" and that girl also, why she so stupid and go back to that guy side … *Please watch by yourself*

Tuesday, mommy is so funny because we both went for a short run at downstairs. She just step no.20, she stop and say "I'm give up" *LOL*.

Wednesday, i went for cycling and love all the crank and S courses around the park. I’m loved to push “nanami” to it limit when I facing those courses plus riding along the road is something that really test skill and alert but nowadays driver are reckless.

Thursday, Alan and I went to school stadium for some run and total distance we cover is 8 x 600 = 4.8km. It’s something that we really happy about plus tomorrow going to gym as to maintain our fitness level. After all the hard work, we went to north canteen for a drink and he told me he like someone in this school: D so i give him some of my view and turn out he ask me "U?” Gosh, please stop asking me this question!!

Later that night, i went down with ah wei for dinner. As usual, we have our coffee and chit-chat from 7.30pm until 10pm and mostly talking about our life right now plus long term issue like career and marriage but end up we talking crap again.

So fast!! I’m going to be 1 year older than before so what next in life?

* I hope to go back Myanmar to visit the pastor and children's
* No more full Marathon but half marathon or lesser as to give my body a break
* Teacher for Sunday school? 70/30 of decision
* Set-up my own web page for my portfolio and showcase

and more...