生日快乐给自己 。三十岁了，是个老人。
我还在和人生对战争，和自己说不要放气。
很想读书，很想谈谈恋爱 ，很想哭。
可能等太久了，我还在俩手空空的。

“青春不长在，抓紧谈恋爱”

小乌龟要好好加油 ：）

买一台 mark 3 和 nossa 给自己

用心去聆听不是用信去聆听一首歌
用不一样的方法来赞美他们的词。
用心在去听一下后面的鼓,钢和声。
你会找到自我的人生道路。
回来了，走过了 ，是你吗 ？
开始又用心去走下半场吧 ：）

Went to see John clang photo photo gallery about family being together and my heart almost sank because will there be a time where I will apart with them while working oversea (all along my dream) ? I still trying to get out from here.

Perhaps is time to commit myself working on the projects that in my mind for the past few years. Fully committed.

我爷爷是我的英雄。
Seasons of Love
My distant world (photo book)

Trailer on my birthday on 28/2/2013

It's going to be a special one :)

说起摄影，好久没拍照了。忙忙碌碌的生活实在太累了。

Time to pick up Cheryl and Snap !!

读完了乐老师的性格色彩书。感觉上我的天眼看人的心又上一个 level.

简单 ，真实 ，是生活。

真的很忙 ！！
好多东西都要delay一下
可以给我一点空间吗？

但是我可是一个工作狂 ：／

情人节？我都忘记昨天是 2／14号。

老了。哈哈大笑

Recently fall in love with pure relaxation music and found another one called

Lights motion

好听到没有话说。给了一种完美的 creation

schön !!

Olafur 大师的音乐令我看到另一方面的赞美
他又给了我另一个世界的眼光和心灵的 静，光，听 和 观。

静静的赞美他的做品。

People's don't agree 心里学 ways of judging people because of their own way of looking at people thinking and behavior but the more I read , the more I disagree but rather feel is a deeper and inner skill which not many people able to master it.

Frankly speaking, i have No regret to 修练 physiology and is a kind of inner strength that helps me a lot towards my career right now. Pretty amaze by it.

To me now christianly is a 信仰 nothing much than that. I'm also getting curious about people keep saying put your faith in him and you can gain strength from him etc but isn't 信仰 is a believe and a kind of "brain" inner strength ? How about Muslim and others believes, isn't all teaches good but is human error that cause the shit of religion to be a fatal ?

I'm not saying I lost my path about my faith in christ but is just that I getting curious about it and further more, I keep asking question that I might not even able to find people to answer me. Maybe I really doubt in GOD now... Ya ..

Sometime I wonder why I believe in the first place.... Because I believe or I called to believe ...

过年了，我又要过生日了。
今年要买只手表还是买本书或一台佳能 5Dmark3？想不到啊 -_-#

明明白白我的心要的不是这些。。

昨晚 Luna Sea 开演唱会但是我没买票因为没有人要去，真是气到没话说。如果你还活着就好了，我肯定找你来看因为你也是个，X japan fans来的。可惜你不在了。

老友 ！你要 take care 啊

很多人败给魔是因为他们不认识自己而依靠他的诱惑来逃避心灵的伤害。读了乐老师的书明白现在的我和以前的我是有很大的不同因为自己长大了和成熟了。

现在我要打开自己的心结，打破自我的人生目标。我不太相信靠任何人的力量来完成但我会找那些可以谈话的人来帮我。

我变不是因为我痛过而是我真的累了。我不可能白白过一身就是等候一班人说的恩典。

刚刚做了十分鐘的打坐。感覺很舒服和平静的心。新加坡实在要好好的休息一下，那么大的压力都把人变成变态。

Last night, a nice BIC taiyo replied my FB status and I told him what happen and what going on now and is really thankful to people who act on the spot. He's shared with me his view and experience but I guess is not easy as a lot of ppls know. Anyway, I still need time to readjust myself ... Life is full of battle so do I

Fighting for my life with only a weapon that is call hope :). Then again, who is my hope .. Myself or God. My call

到今天，只有她hold的住我。她就是我的前老板娘, Charlotte loo. 回想起来，连我的老妈都没有办法拉的住我。

That's the reason, why I put her as my set point to find someone that can hold me and I can hold her. Beside her, Ying ying 是下一位很有可能做的到。

我要的是可以hold我的人，不是她的信仰。
开始明白自己心里要的。