If your "dream" girl is not the same religion as you and you don't mind the differences, will u still accept her?

That question will always hinder to step forward and perhaps, it is because of this last door, i give up all the possible ladies that i came across because of obedient and will there be a day i tell myself "Will i disobey God?"

I'm wish i have an answer right now. Another thing is i start to see no difference between christian lady and non christian lady. Is it because of the past hurt or the current generation that make me feel that way or others ? I don't know what to say but disappointed in a lot of things in life. Somehow, i start to look things even more further and further ....

Can i say the more i see, the more i disappointed in life ...

Magazines , Book , Self-improvement and many more ...to read and read ...

So tired and is time to go for work ...

Long time never update the blog.
A lot of things happen between then and now but this is what life is all about so let rock it.

Am i a christian ? I feel so shit to be a follower as i don't even dare to proclaim i one of them because there are many doubtful issue as what the bible wrote and some really unknown.
Start to realize why someone say the fire will getting dim and dimmer when the years goes by ..

What is joy with Christ?
Can someone answer me that simple yet not easy question ?

Life can be simple if only we choose to be simple but i doubt so because people just love to judge the way you are and comment they way they like. It's been almost a year after knowing that sister judge me beside my ass and seriously, that really disappointed me as a church member.

Sharing my pain for the past 1 year and don't think anyone can understand that feeling.