2014 coming to the end and is time for a reflection post
Before 2015 step in.

Dare to dream

Finally, i have completed my 500km benchmark in marathon
Road and did cry abit when I pass the finish line cause is took me
9 years when first started in 2005. The journey is tough and
Painful but when u look back, it's worth it.

Pain after pain

As usual, I still single and still walking alone not because
I cannot find but is always the same issue bother me.
What's can I do right

Realize i didn't write anymore blog because i have move on

2013 to 2014 and coming 2015

Time flies very fast and what's next

Break my 500km barrier after 7 years in marathon

Now i seeking my U-turn ...

If God allows, i will be back but is not i don't want to come back is the problem of myself

I'm hate the way been plan ... life ... damn ...

Since when I stop writing and stop updating. 

Back from Taiwan trip, my inner skills now come to a level where I cannot further more upgrade but maintain.

Anyway, I also don't know what to share but just let it grow spider web 

After reading latest 2 books written by 乐嘉 sensei book with currently helping ah Wei issue, I can said that my skill is up again ...

Looking back the past history of how to analysis people heart, behavior and action, it come to a conclusion that how good you hide will end up giving away.

I'm wish this skill can be well used for The Lord in the future as I dot know what will it be but I guess, it going to helps me understand why so many people reject the gospel. Afterall, the sin is the troublemaker but GOD heals us with Jesus Blood 

Admit I not a risk taker. Been 纠结 whether is time to leave the company due to the fact of timing traveling and getting tired. Not I not willing to try hard but is just I feel sian and nothing more to do beside maintain, I want something more than that and please burn my Desire again ... Is losing the frame day by day ... 

God know the best right now how I feeling. Pretty sucky I tell u

Spend time with a great friend and catch up is such a blessed thing to do actually.

When u knows that your x gf left the church, you just hope she is doing well so do I hope God will blessed her a man soon but I just God is doing it now.

It's morning 6.05am and on my way to work but because of the not getting my favorite seats issue (again) , I just can't nap because of sqeeuze and smell  disturb me once again *argh*

People come and people leave. I'm not surprise my church kaki going off soon so I don't know is a good or bad sign.

First KL then Adrian then Fraser and now Louis also leaving. I'm getting lesser kaki to talk to when I come to service but when CS challenge me a question " you come because of friends or the father?"

It's such a good reminder how we always fail to answer that simple question with a sincere answer. As I look back 2013, there are lot of things to be written down to a point of how a small trip change my view ...

If u ask me what is my challenge in 2014

All I will say is the heart issue ..

Welcome to the new year