Is God answering my question again? I'm hope he is :)


I'm back to work after taking 1 urgent leave due to my account been hack by a idiot and some misc stuff at home which i want to do it asap as i don't have time to waste for such stuff beside research more about my skills, study and other important issue in life.


Just 1 hrs ago, i was praying whether can i follow alex soh (my favourite photographer) and he post something that "stay closely as we are on the mid planning to Cambodia".

This is going to be awesome !!!

Having a great time with louis during National Festival 2010 while waiting for others to come, we decided to go for a simple mac meal (unhealth foods again :X)

I'm told him some updates in life:

The lady which i really want to know her more but i will say is pretty hard becoz of some factor yet i think i will give a shot in the end.

The next most important part is the delay of my photography book which took me 3 years to complete ( sorry for been delaying).

I'm excited whenever i can achieve something in my life and this photobook will be telling more of the hidden side of Kevin Loke who once a diaster to a man and the title of the book is

同行 (Journey with me)

The month of August, i going to meet up with her with T and W (whom we trust) to sit down and a time of sharing/settle some issues (if there any left behind rubbish to sweep away).

To be honest, i just want to clean up ANY unnecessary issue between both of us, close the file and full stop. Back in the days, i don't even know how i overcome those small/big issues that i facing from them yet i manage to overcome 1 by 1 *Isn't that amazing?* As i look back now, i gain the skills to deal with nonsense people and feel those problem are created by untrust than certainty.

Thank God, i have learn and i have gain what i need to gain from that incident.
God, i really hope this is once and for all ....

Just waiting ... to be happen ...

Few things i hope it will come

Corrinne May Concert (I'm have wait for 5 yrs since 2004) !!!!!!

Travel to Cambodia or Sri lanka !!!!!!

Back to Myanmar (ops :X) !!!!

Have my own photography exhibition ( Day Dreaming :P) !!!!

Go back daddy home (I'm tired) !!!

I'm never expected someone will answer my previous post but one nice sis did all the trouble to tell me all the do's and don't for making such choices.

If you see this post, you can be assure that you didi won't disobey our papa command and you know that i hate to deal with uncesssary nonsense which i have truly enough since last year so i need a peaceful mind and continue my photography/career path from now ... ... ... ...

I can reassure you that i won't consider any non-chrisitan ladies unless the convert because they love Jesus not me :)

1 by 1, my thought/doubt been answer by the mighty God and left a few more before i facing the most important question "Are you sincere to know him , love him and die for me ?" because this is the part where i still struggles to answer until today.

Recently, i mention that i want to know a lady more because her characters is very "gum" with me but the problem is that she is a non-chrisitan so Ah wei mention to me " Can you overcome yr 1st step?" which i don't think i can do that even now till forever.

I must say she is much better than others.

Well ... i will say faith ....

Dad receive his 550D and i bought myself a pair of rock climbing shoes with fraz.

Have dinner with fraz and have a good time of fellowship together. I'm share with him about past till now, how do i react after so many incident has happen and i agree with what he said

"Kevin, you need a bit more of time to sort out yourself first and don't pressure yourself too much since you know God is under control. If career is what you are working forwards, so be it but adding more commitment into your path doesn't help you for long run".

"As for the person you admire, be slow and steady. Let God work in her heart first and hopefully she decide to follow Jesus but if she didn't, then you know the answer.

Thank bro for the godly advice. I'm just let God decide ....

Have a nice chat with candy jie. I'm was sharing with her that incident which sis "x" commented something about me which is really hard for me to forgive because she don't know what i going through during that period of my life. Can i pluck out the spike and throw away *papa how?*

Dear papa, i really hurt badly by this person. Teach me how to forgive and forget.

Holding my new lens 17-55 F2.8 IS aka "wedding" is a bit difference feeling compare to the past 2 lenses but i like it because is not heavy yet cover a F2.8 stop :). Good for street but bad fr close

Recently, a lot of people notices that i have change my way of thinking, speaking and even appearance which we called "packaging" because as a photographer, you have to speak with confident, dress must be neat in order to win your clients heart and attitude towards your work. Once again, i thank God for his blessing again because my skill come from him.

Dav and his wife was asking me this question while i was at their house watching world cup and the question is "Anyone in your mind" and i shy shy said "ya .. ha .. recently knw this lady and i hope to know her more because of her characters" and they say "WOW" *so loud inside the room. *omg*

A nice lady and many more points which i can see from her ... hmm ... let God decide for me ...

Recently sell away my dear Julia aka 70~200 F2.8 IS USM L lens and yesterday i say goodbye to my faithful "zomi" lens (it real name is kazumi) 24~105 F4 USM IS L for funding other lens for my wedding project in the month of July till December. Of course i feel sad but no point wasting their life spend @ my dry box so must as well sell it away :P


Fraz said " Julia huh" and i was like "OMG, please la". I know he is teasing me so i don't really feel offended but if this sentence let our elder steven yee know, i dont know.. *ha ha*
She a very nice lady but just tat i don't have feel for her leh so is it wasted ? hmm ....

Lately, i been asking myself this question "Can i do something more than i do?". I'm thinking of fund raising for the people in Myanmar after watching Tue documentary show and i hope mom can understand me why i willing to fork out my money for dangerous trip just to help this people without asking any favour in return. *Mom, i love you so hope u understand*.

Time to go home after a long day @ office. Tired ....