I'm quite happy because my 1st nightmare is over but not ended :P. Anyway, i thank GOD because you guys prayer for me and some come and asked me like "Ok Ma? , How is it? etc etc" but really thank you all the effort and encouragement.

Pretty tired after 5 section of RT training and 2 more to go before my test date so i hope to get something back and escape that "demon land" because is a WASTE OF TIME and don't want to tired myself for nothing even thought is fun to train with those uncles :)

This morning, i have a nice breakfast at mac and is so cool until i want to eat that egg sausage muffin again but i should do that in school because is cheaper and i can use 1 price to buy 2 :O.

Reach church quite early so i decided to sit at 1 corner and plan my schedule but end up doing something else + write poem about God faithfulness in my life but i won't post @ blog :l.

Talking about project, i have delay my "moment" show because of my busy schedule in school so the release date have been push back to October where i can spend more time doing correction and editing but i cannot promise this going to be a wonderful show but something i hope people will like it :D. Do it for him :)

You can check that little story about "moment" under the tag format. 4 parts in total

http://jesusandchild.blogspot.com/search/label/Moment

I'm officially declare "broken arrow".

Tired, complain , piss off after a long running 2 week of hellish in school. I'm totally exhausted by those school projects, reports and worst part is my drawing left 2 weeks to complete before deadline.

Time where i want to just cry but cannot because i totally 麻 until to the point i felt is useless to just cry it out but rather deal what is facing in front of me before common test being.

Somehow this issue make things even more clear to me now which i won't want to share but let me observe first before i can make a conclusion.

Dislike to give people burden about my problem.

• Happy in the afternoon :)
• Enjoy my RT and learn my weak station :D
• Piss off after i reach home. Open my thumb drive and couldn't find my reports and then realize i didn't cut and paste from school :X
• Angry because i need to re-do everything X(
• Fire burn up to my limit because of the weather :C
  
• Happy because MAN U LOSE !! LOSER !! :>
  
• Mom, Dad, Sis , Dua Gu and Ah Kim went for holiday in china :/
• Finishing 1 report and wondering will i able to complete the other one because deadline is tomorrow :?

Con't ....

After Wednesday RT,

I'm hope i have a bit of strength to go pasir ris beach for relaxing + reflection + refreshing because i really need to slow down my life a bit as i totally exhausted. I must confess this week is not only busy but chaos too and it will end until Friday.

Monday -- Presentation
Tue -- Quiz
Wed -- Presentation 8-10am , Presentation for common skill 1-3pm an evening RT (6pm-10pm)
Thu -- Semester project ppt until week 6
Fri -- Submission of report

If i didn't handle in any issue ( anyone of you) , i hope you guys can forgive me :(.
Hope you guys can understand me and please don't mention the word {STRESS}. I hate it !!!

Find some precious time to rest on his feet now ... *cao*

Nice one.

*Tired*

Currently staying @ school doing my drawing and reports. O man, i hope i can do as much as i can in order to spare time for myself :O ....

Ok. I going to chio my friends for some ice-cream break again :X

Work Work Work.

I'm not going for the YA retreat due to heavy load of school work. Some of the brothers were quite disappointed with my decision but really "bo bian" :(.

Yesterday, my lecturer add in another 2 heavy stuff which we kina forgot *What the Crap* and think we are draining to 0%. Gosh, i really need a break after my exam and first location will be
Sepang Circuit !!!!

Miss the time with papa and silly girl : (

Tears roll down after listening to this song @ 6.12pm

Soon and very soon
My King is coming
Robed in righteousness
And crowned with love
When I see Him
I shall be made like Him
Soon and very soon


Soon and very soon
I'll be going To the place
He has prepared for me
There my sin erased
My shame forgotten
Soon and very soon

I will be with the One I love
With unveiled face I'll see Him
There my soul will be satisfied
Soon and very soon
Soon and very soon
See the procession
The angels and the elders
'Round the throne At His feet I
'll lay my crowns My worship
Soon and very soon

Though I have not seen Him
My heart knows Him well
Jesus Christ the Lamb
The Lord of heaven

Monday blues. Today, i didn't go to school because is not our turn to present our project so i stay at home do those i know before meeting ZY for correction and send to JN for overall editing.

Long time never go for any photography outing and is like "Argh, i want to snap with Cheryl" and craving more hunting trip around Singapore because u won't know when they going to "change" that place again. *Seletar side is my next hunting target, any takers?*

Last night, i have a wonderful dinner with Jamie aka Monkey and Ah wei aka Zhuge Liang.
We eat a lots of unhealthy food (ops :X) and 2 quizzes (Set by me) but end up, Jamie never win even thought i given him tons of clues so no 24da Ferrero Rocher for you :D. I share with them about my life , school but didn't tell Jaime that i in a relationship with someone that is nice and sweet and sometime i tell God that i don't deserve her at all but now she is with me, i will do my best to lead her to Christ standard and protect ....

Rest now... piglet need zzzzz..

Lesson end at 4pm for today. Thank God that most of the homework is really on track BUT nightmare come in when my lecturer keep changing his demand *Wa Cao* so i got a hard time doing what he really so i decided to send him my "best version" before 2359 on Friday.

Went to national library for research and really "cui" after looking at the books so give up guys :), we just use what the lecturer provide us. Borrow some prototyping magazines just in case my lecturer don't approve my idea so i have my backup and also borrow peanuts comic too :P.

Listen to Corrinne May songs and how i wish she will held a concert at Singapore in 2009 but
too bad, she just gave birth on April so bo liao .... 2010 ? *Wondering*

Came back from school and my friend is still not back until next week so we have to cover his job as from now. If i can finish up the presentation + report by today, i will be lighter than before.

Yesterday, i feel so bad after the conversation and wondering is there any other easier way to make thing more effective and easy to understand? Gosh, i hope i don't drain her mind :(.
I'm hope ever obstacles i face will make me stronger and understand her even more than before.

Rong saw this pix at MSN and comment "Wow, this is a sweet pix" and i quite like this actually.

Sleep first then chiong till the end *ROAR*

Teacher never come to school because he on MC so class cancel but i didn't went to school today as to chiong some school work but end up sleep even more yet my fuel is now 100% so later can stay up to 3am just to wrap up everything.

Talking about my project mate, he is now taking blood test at the hospital :( because he haven't recover from bad headache since last Monday to Thursday where half way take MC and go home. We worry for him because this week really "pack" by crazy homework so just pray for him and his name is Alan aka Uncle B. Thank God for protecting me from those germs.

Woke up at 7am by a very annoying noise that make me lost my cool. Someone children keep crying and crying until like the whole block can heard what going on *Haiz* Yesterday is mother's day and we have nice foods at downstairs and i love the black pepper chicken which is awesome but too spicy for sister :P and overall is good and tasty.





Watch amazing race this morning and my favorite team didn't manage to win the race but is Tammy and Victor who won the race so Lian Pei and Shirley got it right. Anyway, i just proud of them :). Listening to Hillsong united new album ... pretty good ...as usual ...

Talking about yesterday, i really enjoy that little 15mins of silent between myself and God at the opposite block from my church. I was on my way to buy my breakfast and don't know why, i just feel so tired so i sat down at the bench, looking around the residents (Elderly walking around) and pray ..... papa did quote me verses and pointers to reminds how to deal with my crazy schedule and leading her heart ... Learning is all in my heart right now ....cao

I'm like this photo because it mean --> Fellowship. Right now, i very tired and going to sleep soon before wake up again to do some projects (sick of it actually). Anyway, we have kite flying but kite not flying at all *haha* but is fun yet i not playing :X but taking photos :D.

We snap a together photo and found out that i cannot take super close up pix because of my "mo beng" face so next time we must take from far. Whenver i mention about mo beng face, someone will start to ROAR at me OO" *haha* and as from now, i won't want to upload any of our pix *privacy*

I'm dead tired after long hours facing the computer (doing my UG end-gripper design) and when the clock hits 4.45pm, i was so happy because i want to go home after 5 days in school. Meet up with W for dinner plus chat and we finally escape those USUAL places but went to this Elias mall and have dinner. Sad to say because that store business is just too good so went downstairs one where i love that BBQ chicken rice !! Next Saturday RT @ bedok camp so must keep fit !!!

Just want to thank God because if we put him in the centre, the relationship is so difference because everything we do ( say and action), we will tend to remind/protect each other but as for a male, the duty is slightly heavier compare to female. *Agree?*

Today we have our farewell dinner and go for jalan jalan before cell group. GL & S asked me this question after i step into their house less than 3 Min's and it goes like this * Open sharing*

Shirley : Hey jun hao, i want to ask u a simple question ( her tone tend to be a bit twist)
Jun Hao: Wa, you question isn't something so simple leh, how many tons ? *haha*
Guo Liang: Haha * sit down marking his student's papers*
Shirley: U and "" together ha ?
Jun Hao *Glup* Why you ask leh?
Shirley: Aiyo !! It's so "ming sian" and we can @@ ok !!
Jun Hao : *Keep his cool*
Story con't

Tired. I shall rest now. Cao

My buddy down with bad headache and going to visit the doctor so left me and another project mate to do his job. Thank God that even thought i haven't' been exercise for the past 1 month, i still fit but eat a lot recently :( so i must cut down those fatty foods :O and go green :D

Admit this whole month is pretty rush for everything even to the point i ask myself "Not again?" but somehow i can handle "quite" well because i know papa is the one giving me strength to overcome this trial again (more harder than before). I knew people will start to say "Hey, why you look stress or why you look so sad and etc etc" but frankly speaking , i just feeling tired and want to take a good nap .... but not now because the battle haven't over yet ... still on going ...

Hope everyone is ok : )

Photo belong to Chriswoon
http://www.moretopurple.com/
http://chriswoon.wordpress.com/






Jump !! I'm love jump photo because is unique and always have those funny expression by everybody so i should take more in the future and maybe i should try at Guo liang and Shirley wedding :D

Sunday, i wana bring my 2 cami aka Cheryl and Nana for some photo shooting if there are many peoples going for the kite flying event but not much people as from now :O ........

Back to Flo and i just love jump photo :X

Forgiveness

1 John 1:9
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

Just to ensure you again that whatever u wrote just now, it isn't you at ALL and no matter what, you always belong to our dear daddy and he always love you forever .......

Quite angry with my project mates again and shall not mention anything because i just want to wrap up everything and start our revision because we couldn't afford to waste any more time.

I can only pray and seek Lord strength day by day..Papa, please help me :(

Currently doing the few parts before tomorrow stay back and aim to wrap up the power point and id that possible, we are 80% complete our project so 20% will be report.
Everyone, please aim that target !!!

Phew -_-!!

Something happen over the end of the bridge. Anyway, nobody saw it so is fine and i shall not mention anything

Stay at school until 5pm and lesson end at 2pm but we have to do all the project ahead of the deadline and left 1wk + 6 days before my lecturer going to aim those "slackers" to present first and those good one will present on 6 weeks. I told my team members "DON'T BE HIS TARGET".

I'm acting like a big brother to them even thought my friend is same age as me but he quite slack which sometime really piss me off but no choice, if i don't do, we all fail so i push them to the limit. Anyway, i won't be a MR.nice guy when come to working life and that is another side of me. Wondering why people still take it lightly when they about to end our chapter in polytechnic?

I'm must thank God because i have TASTE that nasty repeating a module for 3 times so is ENOUGH for me and no more papa !! I'm will do my best for this year :O.

Tomorrow i need to take the controller from wen to do the project and wrap up everything by this week so hopefully i can spend more time for other projects which is not far from now.

3 Days of slacking plus spend a few hours (Fri- Sun) chatting and understand about her is isn't that easy but start from stretch again. Sound like you are a character and i need to understand as a story writer, don't u agree ?

Anyway, this is 3 weeks of schooling so things are pretty tight compare to 2 weeks ago where i need to readjust myself to know what going on and which tasks to be fulfill first. Anyway, i must thank God because the labor day come in the right time as to re-charge myself to looking forward all the deadline and reports to be done by this Wednesday and 25 days later with 3500 words.

Today onwards, i will be staying late at school like up to 9pm daily for the 3 weeks later (3 in total) and i must set every Friday to give myself a free day as to catch up with people surround me :). My plan is after all the hard work, i want to go for a short trip where i can ROCK !!

Rest On Christ Kingdom

This is very funny and i must admit that we keep on laughing non-stop.

Just now i have my guitar lesson with bro T and we went to serangoon shopping centre to have our lunch and that prawn is not fresh (yucks). After that, we went to the 1st floor to drink coffee and worst because that coffee is the worst coffee i ever drank in my life because is tastless : (.

We chat and saw people playing UFO catcher. Ok, here come the joke ...

He say what if x told you to catch one for her, will u do it? i was like "what he trying to say again?" and he say " U know right?" I trying to figure out and he say i act cute and blur but i really don't know ma !!!! So he con't "What a pity if you don't ask again!!" and i laugh and laugh plus more joke which i won't wana share here but is very funny la ..... aiyo ........

ok .. back to playing that worship song now ... hehe .... I could sing of your love forever ...
trying and trying again ....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDt65Kq-J5s

I'm cannot believe i said that sentence again and make my heart beats so unusual plus blush face.

Enjoy, Fun but too many peoples at the surrounding so the kind of "fun" level didn't hit to my expectation but i did test out my new camera ( share with daddy) and wondering what name should i call it since all starting with a "N" letter (Nanako and Nana). In the end, i going to call the name of Cheryl since no objection from everyone else :).

The function and mega pix really did a good job plus the "live" mode is good for people who lazy to use the AF pointer or view pointer. Overall, the changes is so huge that i need time to understand those quick function before guo liang wedding is at 6-6-09 * so fast*

Have dinner at "Lao Ba Sha" and gosh, the business is so "fierce" until the assistant helper will follow u where u sit and keep asking you "Order satay and etc etc" but is quite common in china where the sale person will follow you when you step into their store. I quite like the "CKT" because is not oily and only $2.70 (thank to TW discount card) but i still hungry when i reach home :O.

About yesterday at mandai, there is lot of memories came into my mind. When i saw his photo, i will always remembered when we (myself, wen and ben) will go to this china store to eat pancake in 2007 (our last meeting) where we all agree to go again in 2008 November after my exam but ..............somehow he break our promise .....................

Saw wen and his g/f yesterday and we chat a while before his bus come ... 1 year liao since he left us ... life goes on bro ....