What's next in 2013 ? I'm thinking I should be enroll classes and courses for my career. Another things I looking forward is more run and climb to prepare myself for 2014 HK marathon.

As for my faith, it coming to December and is also time for me to visit church and settle down (say multiple times) so let's do it.

I'm don't think I still have the courage to ask a GF now neither I can make it unless he surprise me but I doubt so.

It's interesting to know how much change can a person be when his/her affected by various issue. Last night, I dealing with people that is emotional affected by living in fear to rejection. That's life isn't it ?

I'm back and fully back to the person who am I want to be even things is pretty bad right now but i just want to be 你自己.
After crawling all the Fark shit, it just waste my time and no point argue with him since he won't give green light u see.

Is either I fight or obey God, time will tell me everything. Hello sinful world, here come another warrior fight in the battlefield.

There's are lots of things I wish I can understand but it won't happen. Take an example, there's a computer for family uses but why still use my computer ? For God sake ! Damn.

I'm don't like people touch my computer because when they screw up my system which happen before, they just say "sorry" and to me is "what's the point"? Don't shit with me idiot.

There's so many things happen for the past few weeks and could a kind soul just give me a freaky break ! I tired

2013 is around the corner. Will there be a end of the day in 2012 ? Lots of people thinking about it but they don't say in their heart. Life is about battle against the odds so I still fighting on.

Quite a lot of course or things I really want to do next year and perhaps I miss the chance in poly or maybe even earlier of my life.

Rock climbing
German course
Hiking
Proper marathon training

I'm don't know what to say about my faith right now but I just far and even further than people think. Maybe we are just not a good communities afterall but is a truth story.

Awake the soul been lying/sleeping for the past century and is time to wake up now. The period of pain must put behind and start my new race, day by day is to become a Battlax and become a racer in life.

What's am I fighting for ? I could lost my track in your eyes but not my soul that drag me to hell.

Pa, I need your speaker