3 months already since the day you left us.
The brothers still miss your crazy joke and laugher
Whenever I think about you, i think i not fit
to be the brothers’ 老二 among the brotherhood

When 老三 told me the reason why you suddenly fall away
Why didn't you tell us that you are suffering?
Why?
If i know, i will stop you for doing that kind of “suicide”
Now, everything is too late and I cannot do anything

Lord Jesus, I’m deeply regretted in my life. I’m sorry.

Written by: Towards Life


Today went to church with Desiree and have our discussion during the trip. God will answer your prayer. Remember this verse * Phil 4:6*

After today service, I went to meet up with zhiwen to pay a respect of our close friend.I’m keep reminds myself not to let emotion overcome my soul and partly the ashes is kept in “guan ming shan” temple so I not very comfortable too but thank God as he keep me save until the end.

I'm told God that i lost this soul for Jesus … now I cannot lose the other 2 for him and pray God will open zhiwen heart as he is seeking right now … * Thank God*. Pass him Josh Mcdowell 2 books call “Reason and Answer” for non-believer whom is seeking the truth and pray God will open this door beside the seed is already plant into his heart.

Went to amk sport link with fraz and bought myself a Liverpool cap. Now still great Singapore sales? Sorry, I don’t know but the price is so much cheaper than the adidias shop itself.. It just 22 bucks compare to 28 bucks. O man... This is cheap.

Just cut my hair and is v.short again .. o man .. haha ..

Most of the people like the puppy photo. Thank for the comment. Ruthie and Geraldine