There are people that care for you and also people hate you so who you are in people eyes ?

I'm always enjoyed the "koko" section with some of the brothers because this is a time i the updates but don't want them to know what happen to me as i getting more and more silent than before.
Pretty disappointed with a lot of things happen in my eyes and it come to the a point i don't want to see, don't want to care and don't want to speak because the more i see, the more disappointed i face so why should i bother ......
What they worry is "你走太远了" and i agree i getting more and more further from daddy hands
and am i able to come back ? If only i willing to show my hands out but i not willing until now.

When will i ?

Soon .. Very Soon ....

Once i can overcome my self-centered issue, that will be a day i will go for baptism.

Right now, i still fighting with God for some issue .. unsettle issue and unclear path ...