Workplace taught me lessons about life as a person , as colleague and also a ungraceful person.

I'm spend a bit of time looking at myself why i have change so much compare to the past and there are many answers to trace yet in the end, it is still yourself choose the destiny.
As i was sharing some unhappy moment with Jonathan, he taught me this sentence.

"Don't compare with others because the more you compare, the more miserable you are."

I'm wish to go back to the beach and face Jesus again but i don't dare to do it because my heart has harden towards him. Sometime, i just wish someone will bring me back there ...

I'm dare to say my faith shaken badly since last year onwards and only trust a few people but the rest is simply not in my list.