Papa,

I'm looking at myself at the mirror today. The more i look at it, the more i felt i have slowly change back to the "old" person that no longer want to desire about God words, the heart is dying but why this "rubber band" won't untied itself from my feet but will keep on pulling me back to where Jesus is and he will give me a big smile , big hug and willing to cry with me when i feel very depressed.

As i trying to describe my feeling right now, i just wish to be silent for a while. Maybe a good listening ear will help but .......... .......... ......... ......

Little piglet is walking v.tired and slow.