People's don't agree 心里学 ways of judging people because of their own way of looking at people thinking and behavior but the more I read , the more I disagree but rather feel is a deeper and inner skill which not many people able to master it.

Frankly speaking, i have No regret to 修练 physiology and is a kind of inner strength that helps me a lot towards my career right now. Pretty amaze by it.

To me now christianly is a 信仰 nothing much than that. I'm also getting curious about people keep saying put your faith in him and you can gain strength from him etc but isn't 信仰 is a believe and a kind of "brain" inner strength ? How about Muslim and others believes, isn't all teaches good but is human error that cause the shit of religion to be a fatal ?

I'm not saying I lost my path about my faith in christ but is just that I getting curious about it and further more, I keep asking question that I might not even able to find people to answer me. Maybe I really doubt in GOD now... Ya ..

Sometime I wonder why I believe in the first place.... Because I believe or I called to believe ...