Last night when my x boss char loo called me, my tears just roll down on the spot because i do miss her as a friend , as a mentor and a great sister of course.

What's she told me yesterday really makes me think again and again of why must we find a christian g.f and why i cannot find others ? Because of the faith issue or the bible say so about mixing.

I'm really wait for many years and how long must i wait ? will a christian g.f is good in term of what i been looking for or most important, is there a difference beside faith itself?

I'm sorry but i don't see difference at all so long my partner can accept me in the first place. What's I been looking is simple yet turn out so hard.

All along i been really 纠结 and don't know why this and that.

Just feel sorry if I cannot say I love her if I pass away from this world. My inner heart wish.