I'm feel depress when my mom asked me that question "When u going to find a partner?" and i don't know how to express my feeling to her my disappointment and sadness. The question is not i trying but the problem lies to the person must be a Christan and to me honesty, this is a game over question. Isn't that true?

Maybe some people feel diff religion can go together but to me, i don't look at short term but long term problem. Am i forgotten by him ? I'm hate to be alone and looking at all my friends getting marriage,

i feel I been fark up my life because of obedient and the worst is look down by my owe brother is really Fark my Life. I'm wish someone can understand my heart and let me cry out loud.

Damn myself Kevin. U really fark your life upside down.