Reflection of 2009

It's another year where little piglet faces more trouble than he expected while on his way home.

Since the day i step into poly, there are so many things happen within this short period of my school life and perhaps i been train to a numb stage where i feel nothing after all and of course, there also time of happiness too but not so much compare to ITE days.

School Life

I'm have major problem clearing some of the modules especially physics where i step into year 3. Seriously, i don't know what am i study for and getting so many "D's" and "F's" in my result slip isn't joking matter because everyone wants to get good grade for their parent to see but i didn't achieve it so the disappointed feeling is there whenever i see that happen again and again.

There are time i ask God "I didn't do my best ? or Am i in the right track ?". Every time i ask this question, someone will encourage me by quoting some verses like Jer , Phil and John. I'm feel encourage by the act of love and end of the day, i thank God because i going to grad soon ....
Finally, i can step into working world for a while before going back to study again.

Family

Every time i heard mom complain about my bro marriage, i feel so affected by her comment but i can't blame her because the request is very unreasonable and recently, they request even more "pin jin" and "gift" from us which is nonsense and bullshit.Is "guo da li" so hard to settle?
I'm sorry but i told my mom that is ENOUGH because overall, the fault come from my brother
not my family so ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, YOU SUCKS. Well, there will be a gathering next year where 2 family will face head to head so i hope i won't take an action to deal with this "lou pou"

Future

Someone asked me "What you want to be?" and my answer " I want to be a teacher" *shock*