11.27pm

I'm decided to type in what i feel right now since i waiting for the big match at 12am tomorrow.

Angry? Frustrated? Silent? and what next? Shout out ? DON'T BE STUPID LA !!

Well, i want to thank my church brothers because they know i very tired already because of my stupid school work , x & x issue , family , career and others problem yet they choose to keep me in their prayer book which i own them a million thanks for that. Thank you for knowing what kinds of SHIT i facing right now and please treat me an ice-cream after my FYP is done :)

Just finish chatting with sis "X" and is like long time never catch up with her so we chat a bit and after the whole conversation that last 20mins and glad she understand what i told her. I'm also told her that i don't bother how people look at me right now because they don't know the whole story but i feel this is none of your business and if you really concern, then please pray for me not gossip around.

After that incident, i remembered God reminds me "TIME is your winning strategy" which i feel doubt and ask myself "Why must be time? not the heart? not the eyes BUT time?" but after yesterday night, the truth finally come out which is no doubt after all because i know it long ago yet i choose to kept silent.

• All along, that pair of innocent eyes is blindfolded and keep assuming is open yet isn't, so only time will tell the person that you all along are blindfolded.

• Heart wasn't the thing that the eyes is looking at but see the overall package which is wrong in the being. Is Heart important or package important? Time will tell the eyes.

• It's time to wake up and NOT keep on following instruction which lead to self destruction.
  

It's very "chim" to understand but this is my indirect way to speak out how i feel last night.