One month ago of today, i wish i wasn’t at home, wasn’t the one who pick up the call and wasn’t the one who need to info my parent but I the one who at home playing wild arm at my playstation console, the one who pick up the call at the afternoon and the one who page my dad pager about the news.

So fast, it been 9 years since the day she left with the Lord and sometime i still can recall how my cousin's re-act when they lost their mommy and the pain they need to overcome for the next few years. The only thing i always remember is her beautiful smile .... can easily melt my heart until today................