Life can be pretty tough for everyone as the year goes by. We are fighting between reality and fulfill our passion in life and last night, i have to make a decision between going for my last fight or quit and go to art school if my upcoming result date which is on 16-9-08 turn out to be worst than what we expected even though i "already" knew it really bad like repeating 3-4 modules for the next semester.

I'm not worry compare to the past. After i came back from Myanmar, God put me to shame by comparing my school result and their salvation. Aren't they going much tougher life than me?
with no assurance of 3 days a meal , worst living condition and diseases everywhere.
Well, that how i have learn from there and if my problem really so big, i think is a lies ...

If my God is small, my PROBLEMS are big but,=
If my God is BIG, my problems are small."

Anyway, i decided to go for my LAST chance before wrapping up everything. If my brother in christ used 6 years ( repeat a few round) to completed his university, then my one is really nothing.